Secrets, Dnf.

Chapter 24

George's POV

6 months later

It has officially been 6 months since being in hospital. I haven't relapsed on my self harm and my anorexia is getting better. Everything is starting to look up for me. The past 8 or so months have been absolutely crazy and so unrealistic. First off we had my fall and then having to tell Dream about my anxiety and my panic attacks. Then I met my birth sister a day later, then it was my birthday. I met most of the DSMP irl. I then spent time with my family while my family met my friends. Then my sister invited me on tour and I said yes. Then my friends left. Then I went to Florida and met my niece for the first time and I played at a sold out venue as a surprise guest. My sister told me she was pregnant with triplets then my friends were in the crowd that i preformed to and they came to talk to me and then she had the triplets and Alex got a part in Six the musical teenagers casting and then my ex friends and my dad planned to attack me and I ended up in the hospital for days while I travelled back to England. Now Dreams my Ex boyfriend and I got proposed to...

Yes the last part is true. I got proposed to on June 15th. We decided to get married a year from now to give us both time to get the perfect wedding arranged. (A/n I am literally crying while writing this 🥲). The first thing I did was tell my family and they were super happy with me and they got on great with my fiancée. I was over the moon that they all got along. 

I then told my friends about the news and again they were super happy for me and some of them even agreed to come to my wedding, So overall it was a huge success. I was happy that some of them were going to come to my wedding since they made me happy.

I've also got a good amount of new fans and I'm still doing Minecraft content on YouTube while exploring different games on streams. It seems lime this is working well for me and I think people are interested in what I'm doing. I also did small edits here and there mainly of my time being a creator and also just of me and my fiancée. Overall I'm incredibly happy with how things are currently.

Today was just like any normal day. I woke up and I gave my fiancée a kiss before I left the room to go shower and get on with my morning routine. He also got up but instead of showering he went to the kitchen to make an English breakfast for us to share since he has discovered a liking for English breakfasts. After I was done showering I got changed into some blue jeans with a black oversized hoodie since I knew I was going out and all my Joggers (sweatpants) are in the wash. 

I went downstairs to my fiancée and I hugged him before setting up the table. He sometimes doesn't mind me helping but it depends what stage of cooking he's at when I join him like if he has just started or before halfway through he'll say yes but after the halfway mark he'll say no. To be fair I was the one that suggested something like this.

When the food was ready we sat down at the table and talked. Of course it was still hard for me to eat properly but he helped me through it, which was one of the main reasons I accepted his proposal. I ate about half of it and then my body was telling me to stop but I continued til I ate about three quarters of the breakfast. The only reason i didn't continue was because I simply wasn't hungry enough for it. I was proud of myself since this was the first time I got the majority of a meal finished since before my anorexia.

After I finished breakfast I decided to go get ready for my appointment with my therapist since I still go to them. At first it was quite hard but I eventually got used to it and I started opening up. My therapist says she is really proud of me and she says it sometimes takes months maybe even years for some patients to fully open up especially if the patient was forced into it like me. 

I left the house and started walking to my appointment since I feel like it relaxes me more if I enjoy nature before I go into something like an appointment.

I soon arrived (after a 35 minute walk) and I took a seat in the waiting room while I waited for my therapist to call me in and start our appointment. 

Whe I was waiting I decided to scroll on my phone to see if there was anything I needed to do after the appointment or if there was anything interesting happening soon. I soon gave up on that because all the good things were fully booked and I didn't need to do anything else after this appointment which meant I good go home and stream if I wanted to and if I had the energy for it or I could have a nice sleep.

While I was spaced out my therapist called my name. As soon as I realised I got up and I walked Iver to the all to familiar room. She sat in her normal seat and I sat in my normal seat. 

After my appointment which was only an hour long since I was struggling to think about what to say, I walked out of the building and I followed the normal route I took to get home. It was peaceful and I got to hear birds chirping and I even saw the beautiful lake. It truly was mesmerising. I then continued to walk after I admired all of nature. 

I stopped in my tracks as soon as I heard my phone. I knew that ringtone like the back of my hand. In my contacts everyone has the same ringtone except three people, Alex, My mum and... Dream.

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ONE MORE CHAPTER. This is going to be sad but I think you'll LOVE IT. IM SO EXCITED TO WRITE IT AND PUBLISH IT 😁. I think I'll try to reach 2000 words for the next chapter since it is the last chapter of my first ever book however its not my first last chapter (that was the guilt, READ IT, No pressure ,😊) hope to get it out by Monday but I'm not making any promises.