Secrets, Dnf.

Chapter 10

George's POV

I thought about what I would say. I didn't want to rush into things but then again I've been waiting for a very long time for this offer. There was positives and negatives.

The positives were, I got to be with my friends every single day, I would have a lot of fun, I wouldn't be lonely, I would have people to take care of my me and my anxiety, I would have people to care of me and my anorexia. 

Then again like all things there were negatives, would it be to much for my anxiety? Sapnap doesn't know of my anxiety, Only Dream knows of my panic attacks. I have to leave my family. I won't ever see my family as often as I do now. What if things go wrong and I mess this whole opportunity up? The biggest negative of them all was that no one knew of my anorexia. There was yet again another problem. I would be near them. The two people who have hurt me the most, my dad and my ex best friend.

 Although, my dad is in prison and my ex best friend is in Tennessee so there's a high chance I won't see them. Then again they have tons of friends and I can never keep track of where they are. Right now I am constantly checking that no one is following me and that I am safe. I don't feel safe even when I'm over 4000 miles away from them never mind 100s of miles.

Dream and Sapnap don't know about my Dad nor my ex best friend. I would like to keep it that way, but if i take this offer and say yes then they would need to know. 

After a lot of thinking I eventually came to a conclusion. That was to say yes. I had to ignore all my bad feelings about my past catching back up to me.

"Yes, I will move in with you guys." I finally say after about 3 minutes of thinking. It felt a lot longer though. I did have a lot to consider.

"That's so great, DREAM TEAM IS MOVING IN TOGETHER" Sapnap yells. Me and Dream just laugh. We are all really happy that we can see each other every day from now on, even if me and Dream don't show it.

Its so far been a great day for us all. I'm moving in with my best friends. We've been waiting for so long due to my Visa, But apparently it got approved so I am now able to go to Florida and stay with them.

"So how are we going to reveal it to the fans?" Dream asks

"I have no idea" sanpa says with a serious tone for once in his life.

"Wow, Sapnap has no idea" I say sarcastically. Earning a slap from Sapnap.

"Boys, behave" dream says in his dad town. Me and sap just turn round and give him "the shut up or else look."

"Your not our dad. We would be dead if you were our dad. Plus you would've gave up with us." I said the first part sarcastically and the second part seriously. This broke out an argument.

"If I wasn't here you idiots would be in jail because you would've murdered someone or each other." Dream points out. To be fair I sorta agreed.

"No we wouldn't. We actually would resolve it by doing anything other than being arrested." Sapnap tried to argue back.

I just sat listening to all this going on. I was constantly holding my side because I was laughing so hard. I genuinely was crying with laughter because of this argument. Dream and Sapnap just looked at me like what was I doing. 

"Why are you on the floor laughing during this very in depth argument?" Dream says as I try and gather myself together but miserably fail. I was not able to stop laughing 

Once I recovered from laughing I saw my sister had called me. I picked up my phone and ran upstairs and phoned her. She picked up nearly immediately.

"Hey." I say

"George, why didn't you answer. Your flights tomorrow at 7am." She sounded panicked.

"I just recovered from laughing so hard because my friends were arguing about something very stupid." I say then it hits me.

" I HAVE A FLIGHT AT 7AM TOMORROW MORNING? ARE YOU SERIOUS? SLEEP IS MY NUMBER 1 PRIORITY, AND I HAVE TO GIVE IT UP. NO WAY. NUH UH.I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT HALF 5 TOMORROW MORNING? NO WAY. WHY IS IT SO GOD DAMN EARLY? I WANT TO SLEEP. AND YOU ARE JUST TELLING ME NOW THAT I LEAVE THE COUNTRY IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS?! WHY?" I shout down my mic. I could tell she was smiling but she was definitely laughing because I heard her laughing so hard.

"I only booked your flight today and you were the one who said you wanted it in the morning." She stated.

"I didn't mean that early in the morning you idiot. Anyways I better lack then saying someone told me about my flight with less than 12 hours until the flight." I said as I ran to find my suitcase. I needed to pack ASAP. I unzipped my suitcase case and thrown it onto my bed. Then I packed lots of clothes. I packed a special set of clothes specifically for the show and then I packed my laptop keyboard and mouse saying I'll be there for a week and I might stream. 

I finished packing up all my things and I phoned her back.

"Wow that was quick" she sounded quite surprised. I mean I was quick. It had only been 1 hour since I got the news that my stupid flight was leaving early in the morning tomorrow.

"Well I am very quick at packing." I say quite proudly.

"Shut up. I know your pulling your normal 'im the smartest' face. I dont even need to see your smug little face to know that." She insulted me.

"Ok then I'll just hang up then" I hung up and realised it was now 9pm. I better get sleep if I'm leaving bright and early tomorrow.

What am I going to tell them? 

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