Y/n gently pushed the cradle of her daughter, trying to make her fall asleep. She was looking out of the window.
People said queens had the best life in the palace, no work, no fights and no worries.
But she knew she was unlucky, unlucky than any poor girl. If she could, she would trade her wealth with peace.
She sadly smiled as she looked at her daughter falling asleep. She didn't turn back as her husband entered the room.
She grabbed her daughter from the cradle, and kissed her head before laying her on her bed.
Before she could go inside the bathroom to change, her husband grabbed her wrist.
He kissed her roughly, trying to show how mad he was at her and she moved away.
"I am sorry." she begged.
She had a delivery today, and her son died after birth.
Her husband had been trying to get her pregnant for a son who would become his heir but ever since their daughter, she had been having miscarriages.
After having 4 consecutive miscarriages, Y/n had become depressed but once her pregnancy passed 6 months, she was happy her baby would survive this time but it died too, shattering her hopes.
Jungkook didn't love his wife, he was just attracted to her and now that she was depressed, she hardly took care of her outer beauty.
"It's like you don't want it. You don't want to see me happy." he complained playing with her hair locks.
"Trust me, the only prayer on my lips is your prosperity and happiness." she spoke and winced as he held her arms, shaking her.
"Do you look at yourself in the mirror? You look so different from our first night, most of the time you are not willing for any intimacy, it's like you are being forced. You try to make everyone believe you are pitiful." he blamed her, making her cry. She was already having a hard emotional turmoil and here he was blaming her. "Didn't you hear the midwife? She asked you to be happy for this pregnancy to work but you were busy spreading your omen and tears." he pushed her.
She wanted his support, someone's shoulder to cry but here everyone was blaming her and taunting her and throwing her away.
"Trust me, I really wanted this child, I am the mother, how can I possibly think of hurting my baby? I am equally at loss." she cried.
"Good news for you, I will not impregnate you now." he said walking to her as he held her jaw, she frowned."Your bloody womb can't carry my heir, it just gave me another burden." he referred to their daughter."Next week I am getting married. Since you don't like me touching you anymore, I will have some other princess do it for me willingly," he spoke with a smile, a tear fell off her eyes.
She really loved him, more than someone could ever, she knew she was wrong but yet she couldn't give her feelings away.
"No." she whispered and shook her head."Please don't do this to me. I can't share you." she stood up, begging for her love."You want a son soon right? You can use me again, but please don't marry anyone." she cried holding his arms."Let's have a baby now." she kissed him, she didn't care about her stitches, her vagina that was still bleeding, she just didn't want to lose him.
She was hurt when he pushed her away.
"You are not even worth sleeping with now, you don't look beautiful anymore. That glow and shine has disappeared from your personality. You can just darken my life and not brighten it. Be happy I am still keeping you and not throwing you out." he rudely spoke and went away.
