I don't even know why I am writing this part without will and how am I even motivated to write something when I am not even getting comments.
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Y/n was sitting in the bathroom holding the pregnancy test, she was positive again. She felt relief, finally Taehyung will stop thinking she was useless and maybe start respecting her a bit if not more or maybe.....be more caring? After all, she was giving him something he wanted right?
She was thrilled when she told Taehyung the news and his eyebrows shot up just a bit.
"You took the vitamins?" He enquired discreetly.
"Maybe getting off them helped me. I was beginning to think they weren't suiting me. I had after effects that shouldn't have come with it." She said unknown.
'Ofcourse because those were birth control, bitch.' Taehyung bit back that retort.
He couldn't use protection infront of her or she would question why he was doing it when he wanted a child so bad and was hurting her for it and he didn't want to take birth control pills and have the after effects.
"Don't get happy so soon. I am sure you will miscarry again like you did previously. I am not getting my hopes up high only to get disappointed again." He shrugged, acting usual when his mind was already building ideas.
Y/n's smile dropped. Why was he always so harsh on her? She looked down, already feeling scared.
"No, I will take care of myself alot more than before. I won't let that happen. I will not take any supplement, in case it affects the baby." She assured him and Taehyung scoffed ignoring her as he used his phone.
He wanted her to be young and beautiful always, having a child will change her and her priority and aura. He didn't want a mother of a wife. He married her to be his wife and just be that. She wasn't allowed to be someone's friend, daughter, mother or any other relationship. He wanted her to be his subject, to identify herself through him. To have a base because of his existence.
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As weeks passed, Lea took care of herself more. She wasn't going to let her body miscarry again, not this time and it was making Taehyung mad. He couldn't just feed her a drug again like before, when she was so vigilant.
He tried to losen up her spirit by constantly tampering her confidence and telling her that it wouldn't be long before she lost the baby again so maybe the stress would make her miscarry but she fought all that this time, didn't say a word and it was annoying Taehyung. No amount of emotional abuse or stress was wavering her this time.
Anything he did, was not causing her miscarriage so he chose the riskiest way out.
Lea was sleeping one night when she heard a cry of her dog out of pain. She quickly woke up and walked out to find blood on the end of the stairs, she froze.
Did someone kill her dog? But who?
Before she could move someone pushed her down the stairs from behind and she fainted as she lied on the blood downstairs.
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When she woke up, she looked around and her hand instinctively went to her abdomen but she didn't feel anything, no heartbeat or anything she did before.
"I told you, you lost the child again. What were you doing sleep walking? It's such a stupid reason. I should have seen this coming, you have always disappointed me after all." He scoffed and her lips parted and she teared up.
