Borderline(Aot x modern reader)

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A couple of days later

Y/n

It has been a couple of days and I have been just replying and thinking about what Armin said about Annie. I know she is a traitor and helped Reiner and Bertholdt kill Marco because he overheard their conversation about being titans shifters but that changed. Sam must have known or gotten involved.

I just can't get over it I clenched my fist. Sam took Marcos's place. I looked over to Marco who was sitting and talking with Jean. This made my heart ache, Sam, died because of me I'm not even supposed to be in this damn world.

"Y/n"! Reiner yelled this caught me off guard. I look up and see Bertholdt and Reiner staring at me.

"Yes sorry you two I was thinking about something what is it Reiner and Bertholdt". I said.

"How are you healing up? When me and Reiner found you were in bad conditions". Bertholdt said he looked hopeful.

"I'm healing up nicely the doctor said I can start walking in a month wish is perfect so I can help at the expedition". I told them.

"Wait you cant go out there you cant"! Bertholdt told me it was like he was yelling at me. This left me a little bit surprised he has always been so quiet.

"Bertholdt this has always been my plan I want to fight the Titans I want to see what this world has in store for us". I told him.

"Y/n you can't look at you look at what happened to your body"! Bertholdt said. This made me angry because I know I'm at risk I always am but things are different since I'm so type of titan shifter now. I'll use it if it comes down to it. I took a deep breath to calm myself down.

"Y/n this isn't what Sam would have wanted-". Bertholdt said this made me stand up abruptly and slam my hands down on the table.

"WHAT WOULD YOU KNOW ABOUT WHAT SAM WANTED HE DIED HE'S DEAD MY BEST FRIEND IS DEAD AND HE DIED ALONE HE MIGHT HAVE DONE SOME THINGS THAT WERE TERRIBLE HE DIDN'T DESERVE TO DIE NOBODY DESERVES TO DIE"! I yelled I looked at them with such intense anger. Don't you dare say what he might have wanted you three killed him I know it.

"Y/n what do you mean by terrible things". Marco asked timidly this made me stop everything I was feeling. Marco... I saw Jean right behind Marco my heart stopped.

"Yeah, y/n what did you mean about that"? Jean asked me. I took a deep breath.

"I didn't mean anything by it now if you may excuse I'll be off". I said and walked off but Marco was following me. He was worried for me I eventually stopped walking and turned around and was face to face with Marco.

"Y/n I won't press you on about what you meant by the but we are all worried about you we truly are". Marco said I was about to break down at this point. I was fighting back tears at this point. I kept my composure.

"I know you are worried but this has been nothing I haven't been through this before I don't need anybody I can do this on my own"! I yelled at him but surprisingly Marco stayed still.

"Who taught you that your mom or dad"? Marco asked me and I got flashbacks of my old life and sighed.

"Both I don't talk about my past but they weren't my parents they were just people". I confessed then Marco hugged me.