Borderline(Aot x modern reader)

23

Y/n pov

"SAM"! I yelled out my breath becoming heavy and harsh and started to tear up.

I looked around and saw I was in a hospital room. I saw I was in different clothes patient clothes and someone wrapped up my arm that was no longer there. I had my other arm still. I got up but as put pressure on my foot it was a lot of pain but I ignored it and existed out the door.

I walked out trying to find someone. Where am I then heard crying? I started to walk towards the sound and I saw Jean. I walk over to he heard my footsteps and wipe his tears.

"Y/n your awake"? Jean asked curiously.

"Yeah, I'm awake what happened and are you okay Jean"? I asked he avoided eye contact with me.

"I was clean up duty and I saw Sam's body he was eaten half his body was gone I'm sorry y/n I couldn't keep my promise to keep him safe". Jean said while his voice was strand and his voice sounded like he was on the verge of breaking down. I walk over to him and hug him.

"Jean I know In my heart I knew he died it's not your fault I'm here for you dont have to hold it in cry let me hold you". I told Jean he soon leaned into my arm and cried as he nuzzled in my neck.

I started to cry to Sam why didn't you kill me you could have been home. Jean soon wrapped his arms around me holding me tightly as if I was going to leave him.

"I'm going to join the scouts I finally understand what you meant y/n why you want to join the scouts I finally understood". Jean said his voice sounded broken and defeated it broke my heart.

You deserve better than this world could ever give you Jean. I pull back a bit to see his puffy red eyes. My poor baby. I wipe his tears with my available hand Jean gasps and looks at my missing arm.

"What happened to you y/n"? Jean asked worried.

"I don't really remember what sad I can't give you high fives with my non-dominant hand"? I joked but Jean grabbed me by my shoulder.

"This isn't a time to joke around y/n you need to lay down and heal you shouldn't even be up and your foot is all wrapped up how hurt did you get when we were taking back the wall"? Jean asked me serious tone. He worried for me.

"I missing an arm and one of my legs is broken I just wanted to see what happened I worried for everyone". I said to Jean.

"Y/n you shouldn't be worried about anyone else but yourself look at y/n you can't help anyone in this condition you helping people should be the last thing on your mind"! Jean said. I started to tear up.

"Oh wait I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you upset"! Jean said worriedly.

"Jean I Jean your right I just need to know you guys were okay that all I thought even when I was on the verge of death". I confessed to Jean his eye softened.

"Y/n were okay but you need to be okay also let us go back to your room". Jean said I nodded I began to take a step forward but let out a grunt my foot shit.

"Y/n are you okay"! Jean said rushed by my said and placed his hand on my waist.

"Yeah I just broke or spring my foot just give me a second to recover". I said while straining my body.

"Come here y/n let me carry you to your room". Jean said.

"Are you sure I what if I'm too heavy"? I said but when Jean picked me up bridal style. I yelped at the sudden movement.

"See dollface your nothing I can't handle now lets get you to bed you need to focus on getting better okay". Jean said I was slightly blushing I nodded. He soon carried me back to my assigned room and placed me on the bed.