IN THE EUPHORIA

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-In the euphoria

He asked,
How euphoria it could be,
How beautiful it exist and shines?
I thought,
It is just same as appealing as to say you are mine.

Funny, how you never gazed with the same warmth as I do,
And here, me being a complete unknown stalker lover for you.

Is it that hard to reciprocate the same fondness from your eyes?
Oh, how I wanna just smack that so called friendzone area of yours with so many goodbyes.

Caring just like a friend, was not I supposed to get from you and mean,
And here me, being glazing you with tenderness all day long through this bedside window screen.

"You are not in love, it's just an attraction." My friend said.
Hahaha,
How comical, it's just like asking a grave, "Are you alive or dead?"

For others, it maybe a so called just one day attraction,
But trust me,
If it would be that case, I wouldn't be seeking for you with series of adoration.

And about that scene,
Yes it hurts,
It hurts to see another woman smiling from ear to ear with you all that night out,
I must say, she is everything I am in insecure about.

My heart beat raise with just one of your looks in every way.
Do you even know that?
Yes, you are not that handsome, I say.
But the most prettiest man out there, goddamned.

If I were told, to describe you in every way possible, I couldn't.
Shocked? Yes, because you are my that sweetest euphoria moment, I will keep this as my all time secret.

~JIYA~

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