Prince's Lover

Episode- 51

Episode- 51

    Estella’s POV:

            As I opened my eyes, I was exhausted… The last thing I knew was I was feeling dizzy, my head hurt.. I touched it… did I hurt my head…. I sat up, but I frozen as I saw Adrian at the window… my eyes meet his, and he is expressionless…..

  He walked to me and looked down. What is he going to do… he sat in front of me… his said, “Physician gave you the medicine… You are good now…”

  I didn’t look at him, what would I do… he said, “Look at me, my Ella…” he was not angry, I could tell by the way he words approached my ears…

   I didn’t look at him, I am somewhat scared… him being this room scares me… he said again, “Estella look at me…” I didn’t respond.. I closed my eyes in fear.. I don’t know why I am this scared…. Seeing no movement or words for a while, I opened my eyes and put my head down…

     I heard his sigh, and then I felt his hand on my belly…. He was gentle… but why did he do that… no… it’s can’t be this…. no…. he can’t know….  I was suspecting it since I was throwing up lately, I missed my monthly cycle… but he shouldn’t know.

   I looked at him, in fear, confusion and horror… he looked at me and said, “Estella… you are with child… our child….” My eyes widen,,, this can’t be true,… this is not possible.. he can’t know this…

        He said again, “you are going to be a mother…”

   I moved back… he was confused.. I whispered as I covered I ears in fear, I said, “This is not… not… true…” what will he do  and this child.. he will kill it for sure.. he hates me. There is no way he will let me give birth to it…

  I felt his hands on my shoulder, I moved back as I flinch… I begged him, “Don’t.. please don’t kill my baby…. Don’t kill my child Adrian… I know you hate me… Please don’t punish my child…. It’s your baby, too.. please don’t kill it…..” I will not let him do this.. no… even though he forced me, the child is innocent, I can’t kill him… I can’t let him kill it…

    He tried to touch me, but I moved to another corner of the bed saying, “Please… don’t come close to me….” his eyes soften.. or all of this is just delusion…

  He moved further, saying, “Ella… stop..” I moved back… At one point, I was about to fall  from the bed, I can’t fall… he moves quickly pulled me on his arms… he was securing me in his arms…  I tried to struggle.. he grabbed my hands and soughed, “STOP!”

   My moment frozen, he touched my cheeks and said with hit of anger and slightly teary eyes, “How can you think I will kill my own unborn child… Ella.. how can you…. I am not that heartless.. I am not a monster….am I that lowly in your eyes…” He hugged me tightly.. he said, “I will not harm my child… I don’t care it’s boy or a girl… I will protect it….”…. he wants this child…. I smiled… but my smile faded as soon as I remembered his words.. he told me that Queen can adopt any child to give it status… will he do the same to me… will he take away my child from me…. will he bring a wife and take my child away…