Prince's Lover

Episode- 63

Episode- 63

    Estella’s POV:

  He just looked at me, I screamed at him, “I will never let this child born if this child will be taken away from me… did you hear this... I kill both me and this child” The next moment, I saw him raise his hand as he screamed my name, I flinched and went silent, but the slap never landed on me..

   He stopped, and I saw him covering his face with his hands. He walked back to me and then said in anger, “you have lost your mind!... this child is mine and yours.. I will never take my child away from its own mother….. now I know you really don’t know me… because you never loved me.. I know what it is to live without Mother. I told you this several times.. but you still thought about all of that about me.”

  I remember him telling about his mother to me. He loves her… But how can I trust him after he did this to me. he said in anger, “I order you.. I punish you.. you are not going to leave this room till you look down on your words… and change them, apologies for the same…. And since I worry about my child’s safety, I will keep my people looking after every single meal, every action, and every movement of yours.. you should not be left alone for a second…”

   He grabbed my arm and said, “I swear Ella if you harm my child or yourself… then I will destroy this whole palace and hurt, kill everyone you know… I shouldn’t see any single scratch on you.. you are not even allowed to starve yourself.. not allowed to harm yourself.. I warn you..”

  Adrian’s POV:

      I haven’t seen her for 2 days, I couldn’t take myself to face, her … her that face, those tears and her words…. all of that… this haunting me… she was right… her words were true… I did that to her.. every bit of it…. but I wasn’t the only one responsible for it…. I wasn’t….. she broke my trust, she angered me….. Estella….. we are not the same as before…. Where we used to sneak out to meet each other, were you were my treasure… you.. you yourself changed that… I gave you a chance… I tied you in my chamber, preventing it from escape.. but you still escaped…. We are not the same anymore… we are not… you are not the Estella. I thought you were… You are not an innocent, normal, harmless girl… You were a spy, a woman who killed my father……………. so me, hiding this part of my personality is truly fair… it’s fair…….. I never thought I would return to sword after I gave up on  it… but you made me return to his version of myself… and now you are disgusted in this, you made me this…….

    But she will still blame me.. she will…. I just want her to be safe and that child…. That child…. Is innocent….

   Me and it’s mother are with problems, not the child…. I never thought about harming my own child, but she did….. she said she would kill it because it’s mine….  How can she?... was she really this person, hidden behind those emerald eyes and innocent face, that right… she is daughter of Hames….. she was a spy since she was 15… she was trained to kill… It's normal that she didn’t have emotions for this child…… she will hate my child even if it’s in her womb.. just because she has tremendous  anger for me…. but if she kills this child, the first life at risk would be hers….. it’s not that easy as she thinks… her body won’t take it.. no matter how sharp she can use weapon, her body is fragile and weak….. I will not let this happen…. In any case…

      I decided to spend nights with her since I fear she will harm herself.. her words are still bolt in ears… I did wrong, but so did she…. It started with her play…. But she can’t just harm herself and this child…..

   I walked into her room and saw her sitting by the window, I didn’t see much movement. The caretaker I arranged for her was there. She greeted me and left as I signaled her to get out… Estella seemed to be too into the view that she didn’t realized I was there… I walked to her, I noticed her one hand was on her belly… like a mother would do….. she loved this child? Then why did you say that Ella?