Broken Soul (Bts Stepbrother Fanfiction Feat. Cha Eunwoo)

5).Meet

Dasom pov

Today I'm going to meet mom's boyfriend I just don't know what to do i don't want to accept this relationship but I also don't want to snatch my mother's happiness after she had suffer alot just because of me.

I don't want to hurt her anymore. I had already cause alot of trouble in her life. I'm the reason why she had to divorce her ex husband she loved him alot but I had to snatch all the thing from her.

Making my way downstairs early in the morning i decide to leave early for school because I don't want to face mom or eunwoo. They will force me to eat which I probably don't want to.

Maids stop me asking about breakfast.

Lara- " morning!! Dasom where are you going this early?? What will you have for breakfast??."

Dasom- "morning I'm going to college, I'm not hungry I will eat outside later."

Lara-"but this is to early for college what will you for there plus eating outside food is unhealthy you should not eat outside food tell me i will make anything for you."

Dasom-"no thanks i may leave now please inform mom and eunwoo about me going college."

I leave without hearing her. I take my bike and went to park that is quiet and peaceful.

Taking out my cigarette I light it up with my fav lighter. I puff it this feels so alive I feel alive after smoking, no one knows about this after i throw cigrette on ground and crush it between my shoes.

I saw time 6:45 i sat on my bike and made my way towards college. Reaching college i park my bike and made my way inside. I went to my locker and put extra things I have.

I went to rooftop cause I still have more than 1 hours. It is so peaceful fresh air hitting my face I love this.

Taking out my earbuds i put it in ear and play song "Runaway" i feel this songs in related to me.

I was listenin' to the ocean
I saw a face in the sand
But when I picked it up
Then it vanished away from my hands, dah

I had a dream, I was seven
Climbin' my way in a tree
I saw a piece of Heaven
Waitin' in patience for me, dah

And I was runnin' far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
And I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain

But no, take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore

I was painting a picture
The picture was a painting of you
And for a moment I thought you were here
But then again, it wasn't true, dah

And all this time I have been lyin'
Oh, lyin' in secret to myself
I've been putting sorrow on the farthest place on my shelf
La-di-da

And I was runnin' far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
And I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain

But no, take me home
Take me home where I belong
I got no other place to go
No, take me home
Take me home where I belong
I got no other place to go
No, take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore