Broken Soul (Bts Stepbrother Fanfiction Feat. Cha Eunwoo)

33). Devasted

*Dasom pov*

"Hyung."

Hyung my hyung are back to me now they won't let anything happen to me i believe in them maybe but I'm feeling happy that I'm once again able to meet them.

Otherwise I thought that I would never be able to meet them after trying to kill myself don't how many time.

I tried to live I try my hard to live but how can I when I'm all numb. I didn't had any other option to escape from reality I know this is not the way but I couldn't handle all things alone i couldn't so I choose blade or any sharp thing thinking one day it will give me peace but unfortunately it also didn't want me like............even god don't want me to them not in heaven nor in hell.

I'm so pathetic and decided to use the way of self harming .

I still remember me and hyung used to spend time we were so close I share each and everything but not that i should have and now I think if only if I would have told them they would have helped me maybe I wouldn't have to suffer.

I regret my each and every step in past and now also.

"Coco what happened please tell us we swear we are not leaving you alone never ever we promise and we mean it." *Said ????*

"Yes please tell us we will cross each and every line for you." *Said ???*

Hearing their words make me cry more I don't deserve them they are so good for me they deserve best and here I'm the worst a slut.

"Park Soloman and Han seojun."

I heard a whisper and I know it belongs to eunwoo even he must be shock looking at them after all this years. He must be having so many feelings looking at his ex best friends.

I wish eunwoo has not lost his path, eunwoo must be living happy life with his best friends and his girlfriend.

Soloman and seojun hyung try their best to make eunwoo understand but he was so badly manipulate, they wanted money from eunwoo, they used eunwoo there is no fault of eunwoo it's just happened what happened it is what it is now there is nothing to change.

I'm not the only one who had suffered eunwoo had also suffered alot, he was broken after they show their true colour he never made any friend.

I control my tears I can't really broke down twice a day that also infront of everyone. They will think I'm just trying to gain more attention.

I don't know where is ace he disappeared just like that day when I lost my most precious and important thing and he don't even know because I didn't bother to tell him.

"Please Coco tell us." *Soloman hyung said cupping my face in his soft palms*

I shook my head and speak "nothing happened hyung everything is alright." I said clearly lieing on there face and they know.

"Don't lie to us Coco, will you lie to your hyung don't you trust us." *Seojun hyung said taking my small palm in his big palm*

"I-i do t-trust y-you." *I shutter not sure of my answer, I do trust them but I just don't know*

"Then please tell us." *Seojun hyung said*

"How are you guys doing it's been so long since we met." *I said trying to change subject and maybe it don't work but nothing is wrong in trying*

"Don't change subject Coco." *Said Soloman hyung*

And yeah it didn't worked. After that I didn't bother to answer their any questions and close my eyes pretending that I'm sleepy and is going to sleep.

*Eunwoo pov*

I'm so much devasted knowing I failed as a brother i know from before only but I never knew that I'm that much worst brother.

She don't deserve a brother like me and I also don't deserve such perfect sister like her, she is too good for this world.

Me and elder Kim's are in hospital with dasom. I don't know what to say or do my mind and heart both is numb.

Mom has been crying since she got to know about this, she is blaming herself for this and i again don't know what to do.

I also didn't heard her once I wish I would have just hear her once then this would have not happened.

I hear door opening sound and look towards door to found my buddies.

Namjoon asked them who they are but they didn't bother to answer him and run to hug dasom.

Hyung that's what dasom call them because they are her real hyung they had done everything for her in which I failed they are the perfect brothers.

I'm not jealous of them they are my best friends and I'm lucky to have them but I ruin each and everything.

Without my knowing "park Soloman and Han seojun." Words left from my mouth.

I'm having alot of feelings which is hard for me to take, everything is messed up I don't know what to do like always and decide to leave this room for some fresh air I'm feeling suffocating, this feelings are haunting me, i don't know how dasom, my bear would have survived till now.

She is so strong.

I get up from coach and leave the room to garden in hospital, I took a deep breath but it didn't calm me, I take out cigarette from my pocket and lit it up.

Putting cigarette between my lips I took a long drag. I felt someone's hand on my shoulder, turn around and saw jin standing there with pain in his eyes, maybe he had accepted dasom as his sister.

I again turn around and continue having my cigarette.

"I know it's hard but you can't lose yourself eunwoo she needs you, you need to be strong, I know no brother would want something like this to happen with their sister but now it happened and you need to bring her old self back, don't lose yourself." *Jin said patting my back*

He is right i can't lose myself she needs me, I need to bring her old self back no matter what i will do everything to bring her back.

And i swear to myself i will not fucking like that bastard I will made him go through hell my personal that he must have never imagined, I will make him beg that even beg will beg him to stop begging. I won't stop even if he beg or is ready to do anything, I will cut his dick and feed wild dogs, now he will face the warmth of cha eunwoo.

This is my promise to myself and my bear, I will ruin him.

I come back to my sense when jin said........."why don't dasom call you hyung??"

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