*Dasom pov*
"Do you want to know about my past." *I asked to eunwoo*
"Yes I want to please tell me I'm your hyung I will do everything for you." *He said he looks desperate to know my past*
"Hyung, if you remember you had lost that tittle many years ago and if you want to know my truth then earn the tittle of hyung first." *I said to him*
Hurt was all I can see in his eyes, I know I hurt him by saying this but I don't had any other option rather than this, i don't want to share my past with him not now.
He was lost in his thoughts and i don't want him to think all that what he is thinking so I decide to interrupt him.
"You can go to your room and sorry to disturb you." *I said to him*
He looked at me with his eyes filled of guilt and I hate this i did not make eye contact with him knowing it will hurt me more.
"You are right I lost that tittle so long ago I'm so sorry for that, I will do everything to earn that tittle back i promise I will make everything like before and you did not disturb me I feel happy, we will hangout out more someday ok." *He said and smile at me*
And his this smile made me more guilty, he don't deserve this. He left my room not before giving me forehead kiss and i melt here.
As he leave my room tears fall from my eyes one by one from my cheeks to my hand but I did not wipe them i let them fall.
I can't take this much guilt I get up from coach and went to washroom and stand infront of mirror I look at myself in mirror and saw a broken girl who don't deserve anything not being able to look at myself i move my stare from mirror to sink.
I take out my blade and started to cut my forearm and wrist.
1. For ruing mom's day.
2. For making mom cry.
3. For making eunwoo sad and guilty.
4. For me being like this.
5. For being bad daughter and sister.
After making five cuts I take a bath and bandage my cuts and wear full sleeves clothes hiding them well.
I was covering my bruise on face when I hear knock but I did not open it nor gave reply as I'm still not done with hidding my bruise.
"Bear open the door it's me eunwoo i come to full some antiseptic on your bruise." *He said peaking his head after opening half of the door *
He was already inside and is asking to open door, he looks cute my cute hyung.
He come towards me and take tissue and started to wipe all my hardwork goshh it takes alot of time and he ruin it.
I try to protest but he didn't hear me.
"Don't, don't do this eunwoo it take alot of time to cover." *I said to him*
He look at me making eye contact and then break it. He sigh.
"Don't put make-up to hide them it will cause more damage, you will feel itchy and you don't need to hide them you still look beautiful with this bruise." *He said applying antiseptic cream on my cheeks and lips*
I just stare at him, my brother has changed alot he became so much mature, I kept looking at him until
"Done, I will again put this on your bruise again okay." *He said and I nodded at him*
"Okay so I'm leaving will meet soon, bye, take care." *He said*
And i nod at him and he leave my room.
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Broken Soul (Bts Stepbrother Fanfiction Feat. Cha Eunwoo)
FanfictionA girl who had always suffer, who had never felt love, who is always blamed for things which she had never did, who is always betrayed, who is always questioned her existence, who has always thought that it's her fault that why she don't deserve any...
