Broken Soul (Bts Stepbrother Fanfiction Feat. Cha Eunwoo)

32. Hyung

*dasom pov*

It was just an nightmare.

I look around and saw everyone looking at me with so much pain in their eyes, i immediately lower my eyes and wait for them to bombard me with questions they want to ask.

But it didn't happen in place mom hug me tightly whispering sorry again and again.

It hurts me seeing her like this, I still had not looked at other's, i don't know what they would be thinking about me.

They must be feeling disgusting by me.

They must think that I'm slut.

They must be thinking I'm whore.

They must be thinking that I'm disgrace.

They must be thinking I'm disappointment.

They will throw me out of their house, i don't deserve anything, there must be some reason that all this happened to me only and I know that because I deserve it that's why this all happened to me.

I will ruin their reputation also.

I come out my thoughts when mom wipe my sweat from head. I look down at my lap feeling ashamed on myself.

"Dasom-ahh w-why didn't you tell me anything w-why." *Mom said crying i don't know what to say, if I say anything it will tear mom's heart more*

"Y-y-you should have shout at me yell at me, you should have t-told m-me about all this, you should have fight for yourself why you d-didn't why." *Mom said crying so hard*

"It was just a past." *I said, my heart rip apart when I say that it is just an past, it was just a past that still hunt me*

"N-no no it's not, it's not I'm s-so so sorry I'm worst mother, I couldn't even s-see my daughters p-pain and just focus on myself, don't forgive me soon punish me as much as you want please." *Mom said joining her hands infront of me which make me more guilty i never want to see mom like this and she is just because of me*

I held her join hand and said "it is neither your fault nor yours eunwoo, it just that i deserve it so please don't blame yourselves for this." *I said tears gather at the corner of my eye*

Eunwoo come near me and hug me, I also hug him but felt lot of pain iñ my whole body but the pain in my heart is more.

What should i do?

A tear slide throug my cheecks without me knowing i want to rely on someone

But on whom??

I need someone who can hear me, all my problems and help me

But who can be my that someone?

I want to laugh and live like before when I was innocent

But who will make me laugh?

But I'm not innocent now I can't laugh .

"Shh let it out your brother is here with you now I'm not leaving you never ever." *Eunwoo said and tears fall from eyes one by one I want to stop them but I can't I also need some comfort atleast now*

His grip tightened around me and so did I. I don't want to miss any chance of losing this feeling not knowing when I will again feel this.

I wanted to live but they hated it and wanted me dead and I'm dead from inside there's nothing..........................

*Time skip after some hours*

I'm staring out of window not knowing what to do only jin, suga, jhope, namjoon and eunwoo is here and I'm feeling numb or maybe so many feelings that I'm not able to recognise what this feelings is.

I'm thankful to them because they didn't ask anything to me and if they had i don't know what I would have said to them.

*Thud*

I heard door opening sound and thought it would be mom or Kim's but my thought was wrong.

I'm still looking out of window at beautiful trees and birds living happy life with their family.

"Who the hell are you and how did you get in." *I heard but didn't recognise the voice I'm in no mood of new drama I want peace for sometime*

"Coco"

My head Snapped towards the owner of voice and my eyes again filled with tears but maybe of happiness.

I try to run to them and hug them so tightly making sure I'm never away from them but even before I do anything they run to me and hug me but making sure it won't hurt any of injury.

I again cried infront of them otherwise I would be alone crying in corner of my room or maybe no tears would have come out.

"Coco what happened to you, is it hurting alot." *Said ???*

"Tell me who the fucking hell did this I will make sure to send him/her to hell personally." *Said ???*

But I'm in no place for replying them anything, all words that can leave from my mouth is.....

"Hyung."

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