Part 1: The girl I once was

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I once was a girl

Full of curiosity

Full of joy

I once was a girl

Who laughed out loud

Who loved deeply


I evolved in a life full of screams

I evolved in the life where

everything was wrong

You had to be the perfect little girl

always smiling

That was not the case.

And I paid for that


The smile slowly fading away

The heart brutally hurting anyway

There once was a way

To just put an end of the day


Inhaling pills like candies

Seeing red, blue and purple

Touching death with weak fingers

Body feeling heavy

Laying on the floor

patiently waiting


Superpowers going through veins

Flying high

Having dark dirty thoughts

All I am feeling is

chains around my neck 

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