Oleander

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Showing up to school in my new Mercedes,

I'm finally in the "in" crowd.

All eyes on me, yet

I only have eyes for one.


Sitting with the girls at recess,

He joins us. I feel you watching,

I get closer to him.

Do you get jealous?


I miss you so much.

A part of me wishes to run back into your arms,

That warm embrace.


I can't wait anymore.

I have felt the little pricks,

As well as the blood in my coughs.

Scripting my words, I prepare.


My friends offered me a ride,

Well, we planned to go bowling anyway.

On the way to you, they tease me.

Bumping shoulders, they don't know.

As I approach your door,

The butterflies joined the party.


How long has it been since I was here?

You open the door hesitantly,

Yet smiling when your eyes met mine,

Filling me up with warmth.

I hear a horn behind me.

Right, my friends.

I hurriedly said my piece.

I looked at you, yet you weren't there.

Did you not care?

Devastated, I left.


In full bloom now, the flowers are taking over.

Coming, darling, I say.

Putting on the dress my boyfriend gave me,

I couldn't help but worry.

Why haven't the flowers disappeared?

A call came in, your mother.

I picked up, and my walls crashed down.

I ran.


This can't be.

You smiled, like a fool in that bed.

Surrounded by flowers everywhere,

Marigolds, my favourite.

I immediately understood.

Standing over you, I wept.


Throwing myself upon you,

I hugged and cried like never before.

You were filled with flowers by this point,

Yet I didn't care.

Cradling you, I felt something poke me.


A thumb drive.

I plugged it into your computer.

A smile on your lively face.

You spoke loud and clear in the video,

With your I guesses and wells.

Are those letters I see?


I coughed. I might be seeing you sooner than I thought.

Laughing bitterly, I let out a final cough,

A tear.


Darkness overcame me.

Back to you once again,

Feelings now made known

Laying by your side, in our final resting place.


Laying in silence

Next to you

I let the silence draw out between us

Speaking for itself in the ways we couldn't,

Encompassing my love for you

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