Dream (Taehyung FF) - ON HOLD

Chapter 21

        I sat up and gasped in a shock.

I hyperventilated because I felt so suffocated in my chest.

A nightmare, I had a nightmare.

It had been three days since I moved in here.

And it was about...

That unknown man who I had sex with at the hotel 7 days ago.

Same place, same situation, in the bed, dark and I still cannot see his face.

His face was blurry in my nightmare just like how I try to recalled his face too.

Fuck this all, I had so much trauma, I didn't want to recall anymore!

I turn my body to my bedside table, reaching the jug and pour the water into the glass, I drink it.

It quenched my dried throat and eventually calmed me down.

Slowly, I leaned my back against the headboard.

My eyes are in the air, my mind went to that incident again.

Suddenly, a flash of him kissing my lips deeply, holding the back of my waist, pressing me against his body while me putting my hand on his cheek and running it down his jaw came to my mind, my eyes widened.

His jaw is sharp!

He can't be that old director.

I bite my lower lip and recklessly I slump the glass back onto the bedside table.

It felt so fucking uneasy if Hwajin really didn't lie.

I didn't want to have a sex with a man that I didn't know at all!

My chest became heavy again, I felt suffocating in my chest again, I close my eyes, tried to calm myself down.

It didn't calm me down, I opened my eyes again and turned my head to the digital clock beside me.

5.09 a.m, very early.

I should go sleep again.

There was nothing I could do at this time.

I tried to sleep, but some unclear images of those incident kept flashing in my head.

Shit, I wanted to cry so bad.

          I woke up from my sleep and turned my head to look at the digital clock.

8.35 a.m

Actually, I couldn't really sleep.

Because of that unknown man.

I tried so hard to repress that memory,  but it was fucking coming in my night dream.

Sometimes, it felt like it was a sign for me to catch that guy.

It was only the seventh day after the incident.

Maybe, I still could trace him.

"What should I do?" I mutter to myself while thinking.

Nothing came across my head at all and I clicked my tongue in frustration.

"Aish, maybe because the lighting isn't inside" I said to myself, got off the bed, I went to open the curtain.

The sunlight penetrated the clear big sliding door into my eyes.

My eyes narrowed at the sunlight.

Irritating but shortly, it felt good.

I saw the bean bag near to the big sliding door, I slump my butt into it and I let out a relief sigh.