Dream (Taehyung FF) - ON HOLD

Chapter 23

     I am awake. It is morning.

Last night, I cried till I fell asleep.

But strangely, I feel a bit better today.

It is nothing, it is just a worse thing that happens in my life and I need to move on.

I reach for my phone beside my pillow and I scroll the TikTok

When it is a funny video, I laugh.

When it is an educational video, I learn

And when it is a video of pretty girls making a dance or a vlog, they attract me.

I stop at one video of the girl, and I stare at her.

She has thousands of likes, then I open the comments.

So many praises and compliments.

Actually this is not my first time seeing this. I mean pretty girls always pop out on my FYP.

Maybe... I want to be like them.

Can I?

I sigh.

Wishful thinking!

I scroll up and another pretty girl.

I am atrracted again.

Maybe I should give a try.

I can start slowly, right?

But I don't really confident with myself. I don't feel like I am pretty.

I remember during my trainee, I don't have pretty privilege like Aeri.

I think our performance actually same but she is just pretty.

I sigh.

But there is a filter, right?

I randomly turn on the camera from the TikTok apps and get a filter.

I stare at myself.

Not bad.

And with good lighting, I will look perfect.

Great, I think I can do it.

But what content?

A dance?

Yes!

I was a trainee, I would do good!

And this shit is good.

If I have a lot of views and interactions, I will get money.

And imagine, if I am famous, I will get to endorse the brands and maybe to be scouted as a model!

I smile while imagining that.

I scroll more and see a girl endorsing a brand.

I just had this thought, a sign!

I start imagining myself in her place.

Gosh, I am so excited.

I feel so motivated and sit up.