I am awake. It is morning.
Last night, I cried till I fell asleep.
But strangely, I feel a bit better today.
It is nothing, it is just a worse thing that happens in my life and I need to move on.
I reach for my phone beside my pillow and I scroll the TikTok
When it is a funny video, I laugh.
When it is an educational video, I learn
And when it is a video of pretty girls making a dance or a vlog, they attract me.
I stop at one video of the girl, and I stare at her.
She has thousands of likes, then I open the comments.
So many praises and compliments.
Actually this is not my first time seeing this. I mean pretty girls always pop out on my FYP.
Maybe... I want to be like them.
Can I?
I sigh.
Wishful thinking!
I scroll up and another pretty girl.
I am atrracted again.
Maybe I should give a try.
I can start slowly, right?
But I don't really confident with myself. I don't feel like I am pretty.
I remember during my trainee, I don't have pretty privilege like Aeri.
I think our performance actually same but she is just pretty.
I sigh.
But there is a filter, right?
I randomly turn on the camera from the TikTok apps and get a filter.
I stare at myself.
Not bad.
And with good lighting, I will look perfect.
Great, I think I can do it.
But what content?
A dance?
Yes!
I was a trainee, I would do good!
And this shit is good.
If I have a lot of views and interactions, I will get money.
And imagine, if I am famous, I will get to endorse the brands and maybe to be scouted as a model!
I smile while imagining that.
I scroll more and see a girl endorsing a brand.
I just had this thought, a sign!
I start imagining myself in her place.
Gosh, I am so excited.
I feel so motivated and sit up.
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Dream (Taehyung FF) - ON HOLD
FanfictionY/n, a trainee in Hybe, been spending 6 years as a trainee to debut. But, everything becomes a chaos when she is in a secret relationship with a famous idol there, Kim Taehyung.