Dream (Taehyung FF) - ON HOLD

Chapter 19

      I rushed away from Taehyung's house with my two luggage.

My tears started to run, and not too long, I stopped and burst.

Tears fell like a waterfall. My chest was suffocated.

This shit hurt me so much.

I loved Taehyung.

But I was so sorry, I loved my dream more than him.

He was in my way, I didn't have a choice but to leave him.

I reflected on Director Yongsan.

I was wrong, but I was desperate.

I was so desperate that I was of the opinion that the immoral thing I was going to do should be fine because it was out of desperation.

But he couldn't understand me.

And I understand why he couldn't understand me.

"I'm sorry," I mutter and snuff out.

I felt more guilty.

"I'm so sorry," I said and kept shedding tears.

I spent a few minutes letting out the burst in my chest, crying, contemplating until I felt better.

When I felt a bit better, I started to think about myself.

Where should I go?

Where should I sleep tonight?

I only had around 1.5 million won in my bank account.

I should spend the money on rented accommodation.

How much would it be, including the deposit and everything?

I roughly calculated it in my mind, based on the renting rate in Seoul

It was around 1.5 million won.

Fuck, I was so short of money.

I was so thoughtless when I thought I could survive alone.

My family no longer gave me any money. And Taehyung, I just left him.

And I wasn't financially independent.

I was so fucked up.

I tried to think of a way.

I looked at my Chanel bracelet..

I had an attachment to this bracelet.

I wasn't sure if it was because of Taehyung or simply because it was beautiful.

But after all, it reminded me of Taehyung. I wanted to have a memory of him.

He was the best person who ever loved me so much.

So, the way to get money, all I could think of was Taehyung's black card that was with me now.

But it was a card.

It was so useless.

I want money.

If I make any purchase with his card, he will get a notification and block his card.

Fuck.

I tried to think, then I searched for how to get money from a credit card.

I found something and my eyes lightened up.

Illegal cash advance services!

I searched for such a service on Telegram.

I really hoped to find someone doing that and it had to be by tonight.