You're my girl [Taeyong ff]

what did I do?

ahhh fuck... my head I hold my head as I slowly open my eyes, "mmmh five more minutes" my eyes shoot open and I see the body beside me then I look up, after a while he then looks down at me and I look down again
what the fuck?? what did I do?

"Lee Taeyong?" I called out softly and he groaned, "this isn't a dream right?" I asked and he chuckled

"if it was, would it be a good dream or a bad one?" he asked running his fingers through my hair

I sat up and looked down at him, "you're at my house, in my bed and you're shirtless" I muttered, "how is this not a dream?" I held the sides of my face then moved my hair in front of my face, "what happened last night?" I asked whipping my hair out of my face

"do you not remember?" he sat up looking at me sincerely and I looked down, "it's okay if you don't remember, it's not your fault that you don't" he tucked my hair behind my ear

"okay, it's not that I don't remember" I looked up, "I just wanna know how much actually happened and what I potentially imagined" I rubbed my face

he smiled and ran his hand through his hair, "well we made out... a lot, then we kinda confessed to each other in a way... ummm and then I uhh..." he chuckled shyly as he spoke

my eyes widened and I held my hands over my mouth, "we... you..." I buried my head in my hands groaning, "hah fuck..." what did I do???

"if you wanna forget about last night we can forget about it" he said and I looked up at him, "do you wanna forget?"

I looked around and then at us, "how are you supposed to forget this?" I gestured to us, "just kissing maybe, but not the other thing... I'm literally naked right now and you're so chilled" I pulled the covers and held them up to my body, "you can't just forget what happened here last night"

"Kaya if you wanna forget, I'll do it... if you don't wanna that's fine too" he exhaled, "my point is that we can just go back to before, this doesn't have to mean anything" he shrugged, "it could just be a drunken event, nothing more" I looked away, "I can get up, go home and wait for you to talk to me again like it was before last night"

my mind was a mess and none of my thoughts were adding up, I didn't know what to do
"I don't know" I finally blurted out

"would you do it again... sober?" he asked and I looked down lowering my head, "would you?" I slowly shook my head and he got up, "then there's your answer, we'll pretend like it never happened" he put on his shirt and left my room

"yong wait" I went after him while putting on my robe, "wait up" I caught him in the living room collecting the rest of his things, "are you upset with me?"

"like I said last night, I'm not gonna hold it against you... so no, I'm not upset with you"

"then why are you leaving so suddenly?" I asked as he walked past me heading to the door

"because, why would I stay... it's nine am on a Saturday, I shouldn't be here in the first place" he took his jacket and hugged me, "text me when you want" he said then left

I stood by the door for a while before turning around and walking back to my room and sat on my bed, "what the fuck... happened" I spoke softly, "oww" I grabbed my head, "fuck... that hurts so bad" I got up and went to the bathroom and grabbed some headache medicine and took it, "why did I drink so much?" I asked taking my toothbrush, "why DID I drink so much!?" I thought about what happened with yong why did I let him do that... why did he listen to me... ughh
I leave the bathroom and head to the kitchen and fix myself some cereal how am I ever supposed to forget... why is it gonna be so easy for him to forget

!PING!

Akeri🤍:
hey Kaya?
ur online why are you ignoring me???
💔
*okay but are you still alive?

౨ৎkaya౨ৎ:
yes I'm still alive

Akeri🤍:
finally jeez
why were you ignoring me

౨ৎkaya౨ৎ:
how do you know I was ignoring you??

Akeri🤍:
because you were online
now why didn't you answer??

౨ৎkaya౨ৎ:
I was busy
I stayed up till like 4 drinking and having a solo dance party

Akeri🤍:
eeeeh!
and you're awake rn 😀

౨ৎkaya౨ৎ:
headache 🫠

Akeri🤍:
well anyway I was just checking on you then
pls don't get sick okay, see you Monday

౨ৎkaya౨ৎ:
sure
see you Monday

"maybe if I'd answered her I wouldn't be in this mess right now" I groaned eating the rest of my cereal

meow~

"hachi~ good morning, my angel" I greeted her as she walked to her water bowl, "sorry about last night, you probably didn't sleep too well huh" I looked over to her, "come I'll give you a treat as an apology" I go over to her food storage and take out her fancy food treat and give it to her, "there you go"

I go back to my room and begin to fix it up, "gotta change that now huh" I looked at my bed and then removed the bedding and replace it then put the previous one in the hamper, "can't believe I let that happen" I sighed but it felt sooo good, I won't lie "hey brain... stop that, no thinking about it" I hit my forehead and walked back to my room
as I sorted my room, flashes of last night kept playing in my head and each time I'd try dismiss them
"how am I supposed to forget?!" I yelled and hachi got startled, "sorry... momma's going through something" I ran my hand through my hair

after I showered I spent most of the day trying to forget last night, it took a lot of focus but I managed to forget a lot of what happened... well mostly what I didn't wanna remember
hachi and I sat in the living room and I watched Demon Slayer while she played with her things

I turned and lay on my back on the couch while I watched tv and then a new memory popped up and I sat up, "what was that?" I looked around, "wahh it looks like I'm gonna have to move out" I muttered as I got up and went to the kitchen to fix up something to eat
"we also made out in here... how did the bathroom miss out" I tried to joke but it just stressed me out more, "let me just eat"
I whipped myself up some carbonara ramyeon and also finished the remaining mini sausages I had, "I need to restock of some of my quick foods" I muttered fixing up hachi some food and then I headed back to the living room while hachi headed to the kitchen after smelling the food