You're my girl [Taeyong ff]

the next 2 weeks...

staying off social media is easier said than done, especially when you constantly have to be online to upload shit
every other day from somewhere somehow I was bombarded with YuTae

I continuously fought with myself over attending the show or not but I would always win myself over by telling myself to wait it out, so at least for the time being I will be attending still as planned

around Tuesday evening the ilichilers started asking me what happened

MFAL🧩:
hey are you and Yuta good

hyun oppa:
when last did you speak to Taeyong hyung?
also did you and Yuta break up 😕

D.Hyuck:
you good?

Tokkiyoung:
Kaya, how are you
do you know what's up with Yuta and Taeyong hyungs lately

John:
there's something wrong? what?

I ignored them... either Taeyong or Yuta would explain
then by Wednesday some of the others had sensed something

King Head 👽:
why are you soo quiet?
did something happen

MFAL🧩:
aegi pls talk to me?
I'm starting to worry

Yizhuo🍀:
how are things with Yuta oppa?

Aeri:
you're too quiet... what happened??

nana tokki:
you haven't answered my invitation for the nyangiz play date ☹️😓

it was so draining, it shouldn't be my place to explain, he broke up with me... so why should I be left with the mess

at least work was getting better, I'd started talking a bit to everyone... occasionally I'd laugh and smile genuinely, I was starting to feel less dead
apart from the creeping feelings I'd get when they were mentioned or I saw them online

"it's fine, I'm fine... at least I stopped crying" I locked my phone, "took eight days but it's over" I exhaled, "tomorrow I see the rose garden, they'll definitely make me feel better"
I checked the time and groan why haven't I been able to sleep
"every day this week, if I don't sleep by two am I'm wide awake with no cause" I kicked around frustrated, "how could it even be four am right now" I sigh then get up and and go make myself chamomile tea and then played something I'd already seen
"if this carries on to next week I'll have to see a doctor" I pout settling into bed after finishing my tea

"goodnight hachimitsu" I muttered and snuggled in with my stuffed animals

INCOMING CALL

I reach over for my phone and check the caller ID

KAYA:
mmh Yena

YENA:
you're a joke... wake up, I'm almost there

KAYA:
mmh... okok

YENA:
*scoffs*

CALL ENDED

I rub my eyes and look at the time, "one pm... wow" I stretch and yawn then flop back onto bed with a groan

"oh my godddd WAKE UP!" my heart stopped for a second as I got yanked from my bed, "I called you literally forty five minutes ago"

I groaned sitting on the floor as I was being scolded, "Yena stop yelling" I rubbed my eyes and face