Wait till you see me again

4.

Cassidy ended up inside on the couch crying she now lost everyone everything she was a kook with nothing

The door sang open making her look over and wipe her tears quickly

She could fell his eyes on her the eyes of the one she loved the one she still loves no matter what he walked over to her making her stand up

"Rafe what do you want" Cassidy said drained she sounded drained and it scared Rafe it scared him because no matter what he did he still loved her "I want to talk" Rafe says making Cassidy glance at him then her lip wiggles signaling she's gonna cry soon "You have everything Rafe you have a girlfriend a house money and a family I have nothing nothing Rafe" She says as he just looks at her he walks closer making the tension more visible she knew if someone walked in they would feel it too

Cassidy had never felt like this she felt worthless even when she was in Florida she felt the love of the pouges she had pictures and memories and she didn't leave on bad terms

"I broke up with her" Rafe said making Cassidy look up at him she unconsciously stepped closer to him making the space closer between them "I would have married you if you would have stuck around" Rafe lets out it seemed like he was holding that in like it was something he was hiding "Did you relapse" Cassidy says while searching his face with her eyes looking for something so if he said no she had proof he did "No I would never do that" Rafe said

Cassidy knew he wasn't lying but it still tugged on her heart not in the way it would have if he said yes but in a way that make her feel relieved

He grabbed her face softly as he stepped closer "I love you Cassie" Rafe says as she closes her eyes soaking it up

That feel was back the one she got every time he touched her that electricity that ran through her that feeling of hope and love and trust

"I love you too Rafe" She let out opening her eyes as Rafe leaned down and kissed her

She got closer their bodies basically touching his one hand on her face the other on her back holding her close to him then his hand tapped her leg telling her to jump as she jumped he caught her not letting go of the kiss

Her legs rapped around his waist he held her under her butt just like he did two years ago his other hand on the back of her head

She could feel the amount of time she needed to make up for what she missed when she thought about him everyday wishing she didn't have to move away from him

The next thing she knew she was in his car with his hand on her leg driving to his house it didn't take long for them to get there

On the way to his room they made out mixed with laughing when Rafe almost fell twice on the stairs

Then they were in his room her on the bed and him without his shirt on on top of her kissing her neck as she had her hand in his hair

The next morning Cassidy woke up in Rafes bed his hand holding her close to him them both only covered with a blanket that's it he was sound asleep the most peaceful she had ever seen him

She peeled herself away from him and walked to the bathroom she looked at herself in the mirror her hair was ruined and the braids looked all tangled her naked body was unhealthily thin and her makeup looked trashed

She sat there for an hour trying to fix herself till Rafe walked into the bathroom scaring her "Hey what are you doing" She said smiling at him "You look perfect Cassie" Rafe said making her blush "I'm gonna go get some of Sarah's conditioner and stuff so you can get a shower" Rafe said as he hugged her she nodded and smiled he let go after kissing her forehead then left

He somehow had shorts on when he slept naked meaning he was up for a few minutes he seen her trying to fix herself

She sat there and smiled as she grabbed her necklace "Here princess hey you still have it" He said making Cassie nod "Yeah" he lets out and he kisses her "I have some of your clothes still here go get a shower I'll get the clothes or do you want to wear my hoodie or shirt" Rafe said making Cassie's smile even bigger "Hoodie" she said and he nods

After about twenty minutes she gets out and changes to the clothes Rafe left in the bathroom his hoodie and her Jean shorts she left there two years ago then the socks and shoes she also left

"Hey there Cassie Rafe is downstairs in the kitchen talking to his dad" Rose said making Cassidy look over to her and smile "I haven't seen you in a while sweetie how have you been" Rose said as she notices Cassidy's smile "I've been fine glad to be back in outer banks" Cassie  let's out a breath she didn't know she was keeping in and walks downstairs to the kitchen to see Rafe and Ward fighting like always "Rafe I'm gonna go back to John B's" She says and Rafe doesn't hear her but she didn't care she needed to talk to JJ

After walking for an hour she finally made it to John B's no one was home meaning they all probably were doing something together or maybe separately

It was now 8 and a dirt bike pulled in making Cassie put her book down and stand up "What are you doing here" JJ says as he walks to the porch "To apologize" She says as she watches JJ he looked drunk and high "No need me and Kie broke up she was a look I'm a pouge if me and you can't be friends then I can't be dating a kook" JJ says making Cassie feel upset

Yes JJ said mean things but him and Kie didn't need to break up she didn't even tell anyone that she loved JJ and seeing him hurt made her hurt

"Happy" JJ says as he walks closer to Cassidy making her step closer to him "No I didn't do anything" Cassidy said making JJ even more pissed "Just own up to it I'm not as easy to foul like Rafe yeah I seen you and him basically taking each others clothes off leaving last night" JJ said making Cassidy give him a suspicious look "Why do you care you know how much I like him" Cassidy said as she steps back "Because your a slut who would do anything to get dicked down" JJ said making Cassidy angry she wanted to put JJ in his place but it was not the right time "Don't start JJ" Cassidy said making JJ get even angrier "You are just a big slut who wants anyones dick in you Rafe just wants something to take his mind off drugs he used you and Sofia but I feel bad for him you just use him more for your personal problems" JJ says making Cassidy want to cry "You are psycho and depressed and delusional" JJ says making Cassidy angry and upset not a good thing something she hated actually

"You have no right to say any of that and if anything you are the one who is psycho I'm your best friend and you are calling me a slut and calling me delusional you are just as bad at your dad" As soon as those words left her mouth she knew she wanted to take them back

JJ's shirt came up as he got on his bike revealing the bruises all over his body making Cassidy sick to her stomach

He went to his dads then she said that stuff to him she was the worst friend possible

She stood there in not knowing what to do as he drove off she didn't have her car to run after him and no one else was there she needed to call someone before he made a dumb decision