Baby Mafia

27.Mile - I love you

Mile.

I patiently wait for my stubborn baby.
I know he is hiding and refuse to see me.
He also can't leave me because of his guilty. I know bible play a bad guy and scold him for his behavior and pete and apo play a good guy who comfort and protect him from bible. Honestly, I am amaze with my team who are very patient with this spoiled guy. Normally in this situation, anyone who make me injured, already in his 4 feet grave.

I just lay and wait for him until I heard someone get into my room. I quickly look at him who now look so pitiful.  I can see trace of tears and his swollen eyes with red nose prove that he cry all the time. He refuse to look at me and just stand at the door. I wish I am healthy and strong enough so I can hold and hug him tight. Bright, I call him gently. He heard me but refuse to look at me. He keep fidgeting and play with his fingernails. Baby, I call him again. I can see he start shaking.  He must be crying again. Please baby, come here I said again.  He slowly walk to me. It felt like hours. So when he standing close to me, I quickly hold his hand. I gently pull him and hug him tight  its okay, everything is okay now. Dont worry I said while hugging him. I can hear his sobs and its so painful.  Baby, I hold his face.  Look at me please, I said softly. He finally look at me. I hate to see how hurt he is now.
I am okay, dont be scare I said again. I slowly kiss his lips.he don't say a word but he finally hug me tight.  I can feel that I am bleeding again. I slowly let  him lay beside me in my bed and slowly  comfort him. I dont say much but I just caressing his hair and back. I just want to make sure I am with him now. I keep repeating that everything is alright. After hours of silent tears,  I finally his soft breathing.  I look at my sleeping beauty.  You always know how to make me soft hearted.

Bible slowly walk into my ward. I look at him annoyingly.  He just smirk. Pete and apo just smile. Everything already clear. Ming and his team make sure no one from Bangkok tiger alive. They are really black moons now, apo said slowly.
I just nod and caress my baby hair. 
I am sorry, I said and look at my team.
I know I am being reckless because I am too scare and worry. I know we can safe him like usual but when I heard the gun shot, I unconciously run to him. I cant imagine if I lost him. Now I am very sure and know that I am willing to die than lost him. That also why I bravely confess to phi forth.  I take this chance to make sure everything fall on my side.
He cry hard, I don't think he will act alone again apo said. I look at my baby and nod. No he won't for now,  so don't be so sure, he is stubborn bible said. I just chuckle because bible is direct person who handle my baby, so he know him better than apo and pete. I agree with you I said and look at bible. Stop spoiling him, phi forth spoiled him too much,  bible said again. I dont want to be the bad guy he said annoyed with his roles. Apo and pete just laugh . I know bible also don't want to be that strict with my baby, but someone from us need  to act like that and he is the best candidate. 

It's already morning when I heard soft sobs. I look at my baby who now crying on my chest. Baby , I call him. Are you okay, I ask him. I am sorry phi, he said slowly. I am sorry he said again. Its okay, I said and kiss his forehead.  I am hungry,  can you help me, I ask him. I know I need to divert his attention.  He quickly nod and get up from my bed. He look pitiful but he need to learn his lesson. He carefully help me to refresh. I think you need to change too I said . Your phi bring this last night while you are sleeping. I think he is worry. So you better call him after this I said. He just nod and walk to bathroom.
Let's eat, I said after he change and refresh. He quickly help me and I can only smile. How long he will act like this. Knowing his attitude,  I know it won't take a  long time.   So tell me, why you suddenly ambush Bangkok tiger warehouse, I ask my stubborn boy. He look at me and quickly look down. Baby, I call him firm but soft.  Because I am angry,  he said slowly and look into my eyes.  Why, I ask.  Because I am angry with you he said again, but this time a bit louder mix with his anger emotions. I look at him dearly. I am angry because you forget about me and enjoy yourself with other girl, he said loud and clear. I nearly laugh but I need to make sure he did not repeat his mistake. Why, I ask him again. He look at me with angry eyes. I hate it when you smile or kiss other girl he said. Why, I ask again. I dont know,  I just hate it, he said. Dont you mind if I kiss other person he ask me back.  It just a question, but I can feel my blood getting hot. Dont you care about me phi, he ask me slowly. I think I love you,  what should I do he ask me but more to himself.  It look like that he just realised his feeling. I am sorry, I need to go he suddenly said. I quickly hold his hand. I cant let him run again.
Baby, I call him gently.  I wont let you go anymore. I love you too I said calm and clear. He quickly look at me. No you don't,  he reply. Believe it or not, i love you since you are 18 but I refuse to accept because of my identity.  I am a bad guy, I don't want you get involve in dark world until I met you again at the Club, i said Try to make him understand.  So you remember me, he ask me with tears. I nod and look into his eyes. Why don't you tell me phi, I am waiting for you to recognise me. I do everything I could but you just act like you never know me, he said sadly. I am sorry, I just afraid and try to protect you, but I think is useless because I cant help but fall deeper for you I said. I am too old for you, but I don't care anymore,  I cant imagine living without you I add and hug him tight. He now again tearing but maybe with happy tears. I love you too phi, he said soft but firm.

The end
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10.04.2024