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16.Bright - The storm

Bright

I cant believe my eyes when I see my phi. I am speechless and frozen. I am too scare even to blink. I am worry its just my imagination. No, its not. My phi are running to me and phi pha now.
He kiss boss of us now stop. At first I was so happy. I cry happily but when phi pha suddenly push my hand, I know after three years he finally let himself go. We always crying together but he always try to be strong for me. So when phi forth are back, he show his weak side. I know my phi forth, will get it hard today. Before I always on phi pha side but as a phi forth supporter,but right now I will be phi pha back up sincerely. So I won't help phi forth because he leave both of us. Its his punishment.

I try to follow phi pha but phi mile suddenly hold my hand. He pull me into his hug. Give them time. Your phi need their own space. I will wait with you here said gently this time while wiping my tears. Its weird but I let phi mile hug me and i cry on his chest. I never thought that I can see phi forth today. So I let my guard down . Phi mile gently kiss my forehead. That bring me back to real life. I quickly push him, and look at him angrily. Dont touch me, I said and walk to another person who are with my phi before. He look at mile like he have a horn. I wai to him. Thank you phi, I said. I dont know why, but I think this guy play big role in bringing my phi back. He look at me and smile sweetly. You are welcome, he said and caress my head. Oh my god, are you smiling big bro , phi mile said scarsticly .  So he is big bro. Thank you big bro I said again. I dont know how I will pay you back, but I will do anything if I could, I said seriously. Big bro just laugh. Dont easily promise something that can bring harm to yourself, he said and caress my head again. I look at him with hearty eyes. I felt like I meet new brother. I can feel the same feeling when I am with phi forth and phi pha. I know that lykan leader maybe around their age ,but he always give me a creepy feeling. I cant consider him as my brother even he is much older than me. What is this all about, big bro ask phi mile. He look at him firmly. Nothing, I never thought you already know his brother's he reply casually. Its easier now because he is mine, phi mile add. No, I am not belong to anyone I said angrily. Its not that easy when that bull is back big bro said to mile ignoring my protest.

Phi pha run to me. With his teary eyes he hug me. Dont worry phi, I will scold my phi for you I said. I am sorry he said. I just smile and look at him. I cant hold my tears anymore when phi pha push me to my brother. I miss him so much. I cry hard. I can see my brother hand shaking and he keep asking for forgiveness. Deep down i know he won't leave us without any good reason. But for now, I need to be with phi pha. Phi mile bring us to phi forth room. He clearly said that he already prepare a room for me. I glare at him and help phi pha. Its funny how phi pha act right now. He is so strong and protective toward me when my phi forth are not around, but now he is so weak and pitiful. Can you stay alone phi, I ask when phi mile directly ask me to leave. Phi pha nod and hug me before I leave him.

After talking to my phi, I felt really happy. He dont leave us intentionally. He love me the same. I am scare that he dont love me anymore. I know I always feel safe and warm when I am with my phi. I dont know how I sleep but I was awake by a thunder. We are at a private island. The storm and thunder are scarier. I quickly run to my phi room. I know phi pha will love to sleep with me. Before I reach phi forth room, suddenly phi mile come and lift me to my room back. I look at him shockedly. He should know that my phi is back and he still dare to act reckless. I will make sure my phi know about this and he will beat to death by my phi. What are you doing, I ask phi mile. Are you scare phi mile ask me. I look at him annoyingly. Without any word he casually bring me to my room. Sleep, I will be here he said and sit on the sofa. Is he crazy. I rather sleep in scare than sleep with him in my room. No, thank you. Leave my room now, I said coldly. He still focus on his phone. Go back to your room I said again. I am in my room, I just borrow it to your for tonight phi mile reply calmly without looking at me. No, you are lying I said loud. He now look at me. Dont you notice how I sleep at the hall he ask me.
That make me think for a while. Honestly I don't notice him but he know I am trying to find my phi, so he must be at the hall. Dont be stuborn, sleep now phi mile said again . I slowly walk to the bed. But I am too scare. The storm seem dont stop. I finally walk to phi mile.i slowly lay on the sofa and put my head on his tight. He look at me shocked but back to focus on his phone. For the first time, I felt he is not that scary and annoying. I felt safe.

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04.04.2024