Baby Mafia

25.Bright - I am sorry

Bright

I must be crazy, but I cant control myself. I am so angry when phi mile dont do anything and let the big breast girl sit and bouncing on his lap. I really cant accept the lips that kiss me nearly kissed by other girl. Out of cautious i push the girl down and walk away after i glare at phi mile. I try to leave as soon as posible. I should not get involved, but I just can't. Phi beam look at me with hus big eyes, but still run with me. I just listen to him when he call phi ming and cancel our outing. Baby, phi beam call me when we in the car. Phi, I quickly hug him. I dont know why but I cry. Are you okay baby, phi beam ask me slowly. I dont reply to him but keep crying. I really dont know why. Pha let meet at your home, it's baby. Dont let forth know ,I heard phi beam call phi pha. Its okay, he said and caress my hair gently.

I cant say a word because I am confuse. So I just let phi pha hug me. He bring me to my room and let me rest. He know he wont get anything from me now. He just being there for me. I try to sleep but I really cant. While try to calm myself, I heard someone knock phi pha door non stop. I try to calm but I am hoping that it was phi mile. Not long after someone open my door. I look at the door and found phi mile was standing there. He look at me with regretful eyes. I quickly get out the bed and walk to him. I push him hard. Leave me alone, I don't want to see you, I yell at him. But like a rock he dont move an inch. Get out, I yell at him. Phi pha get into my room and hug me tight. He try to calm me down. Baby, don't be angry, he said. I dont want to see him phi, I beg phi pha. Baby, calm down. You know I am not strong, I cant push him out , phi pha said. Should I call phi forth, phi pha ask me. I quickly nod. Give us 10 minutes, phi mile suddenly said. I will leave after 10 minutes he said again. That really hurt me. Phi pha look at phi mile and slowly leave. Don't worry, I just outside, phi pha said. If you hurt him, I will kill you even both of us die phi said. Phi mile just nod.

I look at him when he suddenly close the door. I try to leave but he grab my hand. I am sorry, phi mile suddenly said. I am sorry baby, he said again and hug me. I try to push him again, but he just keep hugging me. I really dont know why I am acting like this. I should not get angry to phi mile, but I am so angry right now. Leave me alone, I said again.
I have no right to get angry, I know it . But looking at him with other girl make me crazy. He hug me tighter and I finally felt a bit calm. Leave me I said again but slower. I let him hug me. It's time , he said and leave me alone after 10 munites. I cant believe it. How could he just leave me alone. He suppose to comfort me.

I am still angry, after that night he still act like usual. Even when he see me at the club he just look at me. Our zone is opposite to each other now, but he dont even talk to me. I must be crazy, I know I should not do this, my phi forth will be really angry, but I cant stop myself. Now I am at the Bangkok tiger warehouse. I know I have previous issue with this group but I really stop myself. I am so angry towards phi mile. I know I only can get his attention by doing this. I pray hard before I slip into the warehouse. I need to destroy their guns. They are planing to attack my group. I cant let anyone hurt my phi. I cant live without him again. Shit, I curse when someone notice me. They supposed to save their warehouse which are on fire right now. I try to run as fast as I could . I can hear a few gun shots. I dont know from where phi mile come but he grab my hand and push me to run. I know he will come. Phi, I call him but he just push me until we are in his car. Go, he said. Phi bible look at us worrily. Phi mile look weird and phi bible cant help but curse. He start speeding. Something must he wrong. I look at pale phi mile. What wrong phi, I ask him but he suddenly fainted. Phi, I call him harder. Shit, phi bible said.

I cant say a word. I just wait quietly. I cant listen to anyone. I just pray hard. This is not happening . I sit on the floor near the operation theatre. Phi apo ask me to sit on the chair but I just ignore him. I look at the water in my hand. Phi pete make me hold it. This is not happening. I still cannot believe it. Phi mile is strong. How come he become lifeless. I am sure he will safe me anytime at any situation. He is that strong. This is just nightmare.
Baby, my phi forth come and sit beside me. Phi, I call him and start crying. I am sorry, i said. Phi forth just hug me calmly. Dont worry, mile is strong. He will be okay phi forth said. Then I felt phi pha sit on my other side. He hold my hand. I am sorry phi, I said again. He just shake his head and look at me dearly. 

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10.04.2024