Baby Mafia

19.Pha - Blame

Pha

Please baby, one more time forth keep begging me. Like always I cant refuse him. I let him do what he want and moaning with pain and pleasure. After he fully satisfied,  he look at me worrily and help me to clean up. He is back. My boyfriend who are monster in bed are back. After 2 weeks he still make sure we make love everyday. I still laugh remembering how baby bright scolding his own brother because  I cant move from my bed after we come back from the island. Bright look at me with pitiful eyes. He refuse to talk to his brother because he felt bad for me. Honestly we try to hide our sexual life before he turn 18. So it's understandable when he react like this. Beam and ming are too good hiding their over passionate sexual life from bright too. If bright know why sometime beam cant meet him because of ming, I am sure he will scold ming too. Only after I promise him that I am okay, and forth treat me the best , he finally agree to forgive his brother. After being each other support, I can see how bright really love me. Even sometime forth express how bright not love him anymore. I only can laugh but slowly comfort my boyfriend.

Cant you not phi, baby bright ask me when I inform him that I will continue my doctor practice. I love forth and love to be with bright but I also love my career. I am being here because I know this is the best I can do for my boyfriend and baby  bright.  Since everything back to the place, I plan to continue my practice and won't get involve with mafia world again. I just want to be their family and won't go to the club again.  I feel scared and worried every time I need to accompany baby bright. I also plan to convince bright to leave this mafia things and leave it to his brother. But my sweet little baby refuse and promise to help his brother. I plan to build a place that can safe us if anything happen to us again.

It's a very peaceful and we now live like three years ago.  My mafia boyfriend sometimes come to my hospital to put invisible wall around me because he always felt that someone try to Snatch me from him. If he know most of my colleagues support our relation because they can see how he look at me. They can see how much love he have for me.
Until one fine day, he call me to ask about bright. I know they plan for an operation and forth definitely exclude his brother from this mission.  I  praying hard and plan to accompany bright after my last surgery for today which I cant  avoid.  Forth, you should call mile, he will kill me if anything happen to bright  I said. What do you mean, forth ask me. I dont know but mile always be there to safe bright when he being crazy.  He already warning me and mingkwan before I said try to explain. Why, forth ask me again. I dont know but he really care about baby and baby seem dont scare him much I said.

I look at angry forth. He never get angry with baby bright. He is his world.  He refuse to talk to anyone after leave me, bright and mile.  I dont know the detail but I am sure bright work alone again. Luckily again mile manage to protect him. I felt regret that I teach him to use poison. Mile look at me and I really cant say anything.  Phi, bright call me slowly. I think it better for you to go to your boyfriend, mile suddenly said before I answer to baby bright. I look at bright who now look at me. Phi he call me again. I really dont know how to react.  Sit with mile, I will try to comfort phi forth I said and touch his face gently. 

I look at my boyfriend who now smoking heavily. He just recover from long coma but now I cant say a word.
I walk to balcony and cough because of his smoke. He look at me and coldly said, Leave. I am scare but I keep walking to him and hug him tight. I can felt his movement to put out his cigarette.  I know he always try to not smoking in front of me. I can't say a word so I just hug him. After a  while he finally hug me back. Baby is growing up. Me and ming can't stop him. But I never thought even you cant stop him. The situation force him to be matured, you cant blame him, I said gently.  Then I feel forth become shaking and cry. How much I hurt both of you , he ask me. I know he just angry with himself. The brother he treat like his own son now become man. The baby he babysit his whole life become an adult. He cant stop blame himself but both of us, never blame him for anything because he can die for us.  He just felt so regret. He love his baby brother very much. I am sorry, I cant protect him like you, I failed to treat him like you do, the one who need to be blamed is me, I said and cry slowly.  I know the day baby become the leader I already failed.  I cant stop crying all night when he try to look strong for me and his people. At first place I want to bring him to my world, but baby beg me to allow him because of his brother. That the moment I know, our spoiled baby is growing.  He try hard to become strong. Even he is not even half as strong as forth or mile, he is really brave. No, forth reply with broken voice. All of this is my fault, I am grateful for what you did. Thank you forth said and hug me tight. There is no thank you between us, I said and kiss his lips and smile. Then I just moaning when forth kiss me passionately. 

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07.04.2024