(Tw: Sexual Tension)
I felt Jack breathing on my neck, which only made me more nervous.
"Come on mein schatz- I answered your question, why don't you answer mine?" He said in a kind of soothing voice.
I was confused by what he had just called me.. I'm guessing it's German, but who knows..
"What did you just call me..?" I asked, looking at him from the corner of my eyes.
He snickered at me. "I'll tell you if you answer the question." He said.
I let out a sigh, looking away from him again. "I think I'm pan, but I don't know.." I huffed at him.
He hummed, moving his head to be resting on my shoulder.
"Mein schatz means my dear-" he hummed to me.
I felt my face heat up.. I didn't know how to respond- No one's ever treated me this way- Let alone have I ever really felt this way.
The way he touch's me makes me feel so warm- Even when we first met.. He touch me like I'm glass.. So gentle, never really making swift movements..
I was broken out of my trance by the feeling of a hand on my hip, touching my bar skin. It caused me to tense up, honestly going into a panic.
I felt the hand quickly move away. "Sorry.." I heard Jack apologizing as the hand moved away.
Realizing it was him, I grabbed his hand and put it back. It obviously surprised him at first, but he slowly went back to it. Lightly rubbing my side.
I could feel it leering me to sleep.. I slowly flipped over to face him, moving closer to snuggle up against him. He welcomed me by wrapping his arms around my back.
"Jack..?" I asked, not looking up at him.
"Mhm?" He hummed back at me.
"Is it weird to say I think you're hot..?" I asked, not really knowing how to but it any other way.
I heard him starting to laugh, which got me to look up at him. I huffed at him, getting a little embarrassed by his laughter.
"No, no- I guess not- But also yes-" He said, going to whip away some of the tears coming from his sockets.
"What do you mean..?" I asked him, getting scared all over again.
I brought me a little closer, not letting me move away like I was about to do. "I just wasn't expecting you to be so straightforward is all-" He said, titling his head down to me.
"O-Oh-" I shuddered out.
We both went quiet for a little bit, kid of just staying in the cuddling position we were in.
"Hey Toby?" Jack spoke up, moving his head away from me a little bit.
"Yeah?" I said, looking up at him.
"Have you ever kissed someone before?"