(TW: Sexual tension)
Jack was sitting at the end of the bed, he was eating one of the kidneys he had gotten from the mini fridge in my room.
I was still curled up in the blankets, trying to go back to sleep.. Mostly failing cause I wanted Jack by my side again..
I watched him as he ate, watching his tongues grab onto the parts of the kidney before his teeth got to it... I wonder what else those tongues could do-
I got a little excited by the thought of Jack over me- Doing whatever he wanted to me- FUCK STOP-!
I turned myself over, curling up into a ball. Bitting down onto my thumb to try and calm myself down, even if I couldn't feel the pain of it, it still helps.
'NOW IS NOT THE FUCKING TIME TO BE THINKING LIKE THIS!!' I mentally screamed at myself.
I was a little too into my thoughts, cause I didn't notice that Jack was now leaning over me. His ears perked up, as he stared at me.
"Are you okay Toby?" He asked, tilting his head. I slowly nodded in response, not being able to say anything.
He nodded back as he slowly laid back down at my side, leaning his forehead into my back. I slowly let myself get trapped in my thoughts again..
Come to think of it- Is Jack gay.? Or bi-? Or idk.. I guess I wouldn't feel as scared of these thoughts if he could- Very unlikely, but could like me like that too..
I glanced over to Jack, preparing myself to ask him.. "Hey Jack.?" I said in a squeaky voice.
He looked up at me, humming in response.
"Are you- Um- Are you gay?" I asked, kind of turning away from him.
It took him a minute to respond.. Which only made me more nervous.
"Why'd you ask-?" He asked. I felt one of his hands, lightly run up my back. Sending shivers down my spine.
"I-I'm just curious-" I said, still refusing to look at him.
"And whys that-?" He asked, his accent sounded a bit more pronounced than it used to for some reason.. It was honestly hot-
"Just answer the damn question." I huffed at him, pushing away from him a little bit.
He snickered at me. "Fine fine- Yeah I am.. But why'd you ask-?" He asked me, moving a little closer to me.
I honestly didn't know what to say, my brain felt like it was going to explode or something..
