Just friends?

conflicting emotions

Sara began to feel pulled to Kris inexplicably as she spent more time with him. With every day that went by, she grew more and more enthralled with his genuine kindness, eccentric sense of humour, and passion for music. However, behind the surface, she was tormented with remorse. Since Kris was her brother's bandmate and not just any guy, she couldn't get rid of the notion that being in love with him would be betraying Bojan.

Sara's point of view: 

I was tossing and turning all night after Kris asked me to hang out. I was definitely falling for him harder than I ever fell before.  I decided to call my best friend Eva for peace of mind. "Eva I understand that its 2 am but I really need someone to talk to nobody else would understand" I said nervously pacing my bedroom. " Is this over Kris" Eva sighed. " Yes" I replied 

"Okay so whats the issue you guys are just friends right?" she asked. 

"I'm in love with him just we have been spending so much time together and he took me to the movies the other day and took me for coffee today. I can't help falling for him but I feel wrong falling for him because of Bojan and he's my brother and Kris is his bandmate and wouldn't it be weird for Bojan if I was dating Kris" I rambled 

"Sara I cannot believe you are saying this, Bojan would be okay with it" she responded. 

" Eva, Bojan freaked out when I went out on a date with Filip who was in my highschool class, he might beat up kris " I responded

"I would like to see Bojan try" Eva laughed 

"Eva I am being serious here I am conflicted in my loyalty to my brother and my love for Kris. I am just worried it could jeopardize any relationship I have with my brother but also could harm a potential relationship with Kris " I replied.

Kris's pov: 

I couldn't stop thinking about her. Her laugh, her smile and her constant support. However a wave of guilt fell over me. I could potentially ruin a friendship with Bojan. I have known him since we were in school together, the guilt was eating away at my conscience,  I have feelings for Sara but I feel that by going out with Sara would violate Bojan's trust and friendship.

I picked up my guitar and began writing a song A sem ti povedal, the words Did I ever tell you rang over and over in my head and words began to pour onto the little notebook I had gotten out of my bedside locker