Just friends?

Guilt and uncertainty

Sara's POV: 

Kris seemed preoccupied with his thoughts. " What's wrong babe" I asked 

" I have other things on my mind" he muttered in my ear with his breath as warm as a summer afternoon. " What kind of things?" I asked hoping he meant taking off his clothes. He started with a fiery kiss that made me shiver in delight. He led me into his hotel room. I kissed him back and it became a passionate game of tag between whose lips were smashing against the others. "Do you want to go farther?"He asked, sounding serious and I nodded dazed and out of breath."Say no more." He moaned as he stroked the hem of my dress and I pushed my hands through his hair pulling at it slightly. He slowly slid the zip of my dress downwards and he slipped his hand in the slit. I started to unbutton his shirt as he pulled my dress off me. I had his shirt completely off him and reviewed his chiseled abs. He was holding my dress in his hands as he dropped it and pushed me onto the bed while climbing on top of it himself. He was defying all of my dreams but I only needed one thing right now and I was upset he wasn't giving it to me. I pulled at his underwear and as I brushed my hands against him I  felt him grow harder under the fabric. He unclipped my bra and in one flourish he had removed my underwear and I only hoped to get them back later. I tried to press my core closer to him but he just mirthlessly laughed. "Patience darling I have to loosen you up first" He growled before pressing two fingers into me and I Moaned instantly at his touch. He started to pulse his fingers into me getting quicker and quicker until he pulled them out leaving me feeling frustrated. He swiftly replaced his fingers with something else and I was no longer complaining. I was a mess, my moans getting more and more intense each time he pushed into me and every time I moaned he got quicker. I felt myself get closer to my edge and I knew he was also getting close. We finished at the same time leaving a euphoric feeling between the two of us. He pulled the covers over himself, showering with me with kisses as I lay beside him. 

As I lay next to him on his bed a wave of guilt came over me. What would Bojan think of me and Kris's relationship, I felt like I had betrayed my brother by sleeping with his best friend his bandmate but I could not stop thinking about how amazing it felt to sleep with Kris