Give Me Love (H.S. Fanfic)

The Bet

It's been days and I haven't heard nor seen her. She's missed three days of school and probably will miss Friday. I've text her and called plenty of times, and plenty is an understatement. And for nothing. She hasn't responded or answered. I should be happy she hasn't blocked me yet.

Nialls been in a shirty mood also causing fights between him and Kate. He won't even speak to me, let alone look at me, not even a glance. He won't give me the time of day to explain either.

Why does it hurt this bad. Yes I loved her, truly loved her. I'd take my own life for her kind of love and now I'm left here broken.

I have to find some way for her to listen to me, so I can explain. I truly have no explanation on how Nadine knew where we were other than one: she followed us or me when I went there early to clean and set up, or two: niall said something to Kate, but yet niall doesn't even know where my families cabin is.

I lay down on my bed thinking. I need to get her back. I need her like a drug. Like a heroine addict needs his heroine. I want to have her here holding her telling her everything's okay. Yet she's not. I'm withdrawing from this drug and can't take it.

I hear a ding on my phone and quickly sit up grabbimg it from the night stand. Nadine. "God dammit" I yell. Wanting to throw my phone at the wall, but I don't have money to replace it.

I haven't heard from Nadine since I flipped on her and now she texts. I want to delete it but I'm to mosey to see what she wants. Maybe her text will help me get Alyssa back. Which I know it won't. But I open it anyways.

Nadine: baby, are you done crying over that nerd? Come back to me:( I know what will help you forget her ;)

Harry: Nadine LEAVE ME ALONE!

Nadine: you'll be sorry baby.

Whatever she means by that. I shut my phone off cause I had enough of this for the night and lay back down closing my eyes.

Alyssa's POV

"Alys you need to go today. I can't cover you another day. If my dad finds out he's going to be pissed" niall says to me. I nod. Honestly I don't care ground me.

I turn my head to face him standing at my door. "Please just one more day. I promise I'll go Monday. I just can't face it today." I say tears brimming in my eyes.

He runs his fingers through his hair. "Fine" I half smile and he shuts my door and I hear him leave. I cover my head with my blankets and once again let my tears flow.

I wake up amd look at the time 3 pm. School should be letting out. Niall will come home and check on me several times. It's quite annoying.

I hear my phone beep and I don't want to look at it cause it's probually Harry. I haven't read any of them and just trash them right awAy.

I look at my phone and see a text from Lindsey.

Lyndsey: hey babe how are you? Wanna hang?

I think about it. I have been cope up in this house, shit this room for days and I'm sick of looking at these beige walls.

Alyssa: sure movie?

Lyndsey: yes. Magic mike 2 out?

Alyssa: just what I need lol

Lyndsey: pick you up at 6

Alyssa: great

I get up amd head to the bathroom turning on the water. I decided on taking a nice hot shower, I haven't really showered in days. I know sounds gross but how I felt, I felt like death.

I put on black leggings, blue boyfriend top, amd black cardigan. Do a little makeup, throwing my hair into a loose bun on top of my head, and grab my moccasins amd head out hearing her horn beep.

"Bye uncle bobby be home later" I fake smile running out.

"Have fun" he replies.

"Hey how's everything" Lyndsey asks. I shrug. Haven't talked to anyone since it happened amd still not in the mood to talk about it.

"I'm here when you're ready to talk. " amd I half smiling batting away the tears once again trying to pop out.

She is the best friend I could ask for waiting for me to talk other than begging for me to talk.

After the movie we decided to go get some ice creams since it was still early. We were sitting in Fro Yo when the door opened amd no other than Nadine walk in. I put my head down so she wouldn't notice me but I was to slow. From the corner of my eye I see her smirk amd walk over towards me.

"Look whose finally out of her nerd cave" she says laughing, flipping her hair.

"What do you want Nadine." Lyndsey says.

"I just wanted to tell the nerd thanks for everything" I look at her confused. " oh harry never explained about the picture and why we took it" she laughs. "It was all bet a nerd. He bet Andrew 200 to sleep with you. Amd he won" I felt tears in my eyes. "Oh you didn't think he actually liked you did you?" Amd I wipe away some tears. Holding back some more from coming down.

"You did' she laughed.was this a joke to her. This isn't a joke this is my feelings, my life.

"See the thing with Harry is that he's so good at acting and making people fall for him he a,ways wins." She laughs." But he always comes back to me, like last night, such a grat-"

Lyndsey cut him off " shut the fuck up Nadine. Amd just leave. I think you've said enough." Nadine smirks and turns around walking out while I get up amd run to the bathroom.

I wipe away my tears. As Lyndsey comes in. "She's a bitch. Let me take you home." I nod wiping away more.

We get into her car as we pass Harry's street. "Pull Down this street"

"This is Harry's street." She says and I nod.

"I know I... I just need to know..." And she nods.

We pull up to his house as I get out of the car amd bang on his door.

He opens up amd looks like he's been sleeping. He looks up amd smiles a little. "Alyssa hey"

Was I a bet?" I asked. His face frowns. And I know with out words that it was true. He didn't need to tell me I could see t on his face.

My sadness got replaced with anger. "So all I was was a bet, a fucking bet." I yell. And he runs his hands through his hair.

"No no no it's" "you know your a good fucking actor. And I hope you enjoy the 200 fucking pounds." I see him there staring at me. "How did you find out" he asked. "None of your buisness." I yell.

" let me explain. "Honesly dHarry I don't want to hear it. I trusted you and gave you all of me, yet you don't care about feelings anyone's. Just go back to Nadine you're meant for each other. I'm surprised you're not with her tonight."

"What are you"

"I know everything Harry so just stop lying to me!" I yell

"I haven't lied" he says frustrated.

I laugh "no you just keep hiding things and playing with my fucking heart. And you don't give a shit if you hurt me or not."

He looks back up at me. "I do care. You don't think I'm hurt by this too Alyssa? I was in that pic too." I I laughed. This is all part of his game.

"We all know who you really are Harry. Come on now. I just thought I saw something different In you." "You did Alyssa" i shake my head. "No I just wished I did. I was so in love with you I didn't see anything else."

"I love you Alyssa" I laugh "no you don't you love the game, the chase, the bet." I said those words and Turned around and left.

Never looking back.

Hoping to close this part of my life, but could I?