Alyssa POV
I didn't know what to say. He says he still loves me but the things he did to me makes it hard to believe him. Plus I can't think straight right now. My head is all fuzzy.
I lean my head out the window thinking. I didn't want to think, I wanted to forget everything that had happened to me in the past year. But no matter how drunk I got I couldn't forget.
A tear slips from my eyes and I feel Harry's arm come and grab my thigh. I didn't push it away. It felt right. Felt like it's supposed to be there.
The tears started coming more as I am full blown crying.
He pulls over and stops the car as he grabs my chin and makes me look at him. "Listen Alyssa." I look at him. "I'm truly sorry for everything I've done. But when I tell you my feelings they are true. I would never lie about that. I hate to see you cry it kills me. I will do anything in this world to make me show you how truly sorry I am and that I love you, if it takes me days, weeks, months or even a year."
With those words I took my small hands onto his cheeks and pulled him towards me and kissed him. How I've missed those lips, the taste, the smell.
We parted and I smiled. I turned around and faces the front as he started to the road again, grabbing my hand in his and entertaining our fingers.
We arrive at Harry's house as Niall and Lyndsey are outside of his car talking. I knew Lyndsey always had a thing for Niall. They way she looks at him, plus Mya said something. But she never said a word to me about it.
Niall always told me he like Lyndsey the best out of my new friends here. Which always wanted me to play was match maker but there was just one problem... Kate.
I wonder what Kate is thinking right now, with Niall leaving and coming to get me. She probually hates me even more. Oh well.
We get out and make our way towards them as I see Niall grab her by the waist and whisper sown thing in her ear as she giggles.
"So what's the plan mate?" Harry asks Niall as I smack his arm.
"I don't know it's still early." Turning towards Lyndsey. "What's your plans? Heading back to your house."
"Oh no we cant. My mom thinks I'm with Alyssa at her house. She's kill me if she finds out I went to Lincoln Uni." She says.
"Well we can't go to mine. Uncle bobby thinks I'm staying at your house." I say laughing. We never really thought of something if something doesn't turn out.
"Well it's still early wanna head back to Liam's?" Niall asks and i look at Lyndsey and she's smiling. I mean what else are we gonna do other than stay in my car and sleep.
"Party?!?" I yell twirling around and again almost losing my balance as the strong hands I could never get enough of me holds me up.
"We can all sleep at my place. My moms not home for the night." And we all agree as we all get into Harry's car and head to Sophia's.
Lyndsey and I were in the back dancing to the music as Niall and Harry laughed at us, but we didn't care.
"So Lyndsey, um shot when we get there with me?" Niall asks turning around. She smirks and nods and he faces back up front as I tap her arm and laugh and she gets beat red. I laugh shaking my head and find Harry looking at me through the rear view mirror smirking. I smile and stick out my tongue.
We arrive and we all head out and into the house. "What the fuck is this." I hear Kate say as i travel my eyes towards Niall and I see him holding Lyndsey's hand. I smirk. How cute they would be together.
"Like I said were done." Walking away as she grabs his hand and makes him face her. "Really? You're going to throw over a year away from what her." Pointing to Lyndsey as I see Lyndsey frown and drop her hand from nialls.
"She's way better than you Kate. She's nice and caring." As he travels in I see Lyndsey walk away as I go to get her. This bitch Kate is getting on my last nerve.
I run into the bathroom right before she closes the door and locks it. "Don't let her get to you" I say she takes tissue and wipes her tears.
"I'm not." She said looking into the mirror. I grab her turning her around. "Yes you are. She's a bitch and will say anything to hurt anyone she doesn't like. She's like a Nadine to me." And she nods. "Come here let's have fun forget Kate and Party." As I grab her in for a'hug.
The night went on and she forgot about Kate. Her and Niall seemed to get along very well. I think I actually saw them kissing a couple times.
I stood by Harry most of the night barley deinking anything, which I didn't understand because it's been hours since I had my last drink, but I still feel drunk.
I grabbed Harry's arm and took him to the dance floor, well the part where everyone was dancing. I start to grind on him as his hands made way to my hips as he mirrored my motions.
His lips attached to my neck and j let out a low moan. He kissed all the way up to my ear and whispered in a seductive voice. "You're so damn sexy" and bite it at the lower part.
I take my hands and throw them up over my head and onto Harry's back of the neck as I give him more room.
Sucking, biting, kissing got me so turned on, more than before. I don't know if it's the alcohol in my system or I just missed his touch.
I turn around and slam my lips on to his as he pushes me through the crowd and my back slams into a wall.
We part and I smirk grabbing him by his
Shirt and pulling him closer to me as I attach my lips to him again.I get ripped away and was about to flip on who ever did that. I was enjoying his lips. I get dragged away and when I look up I see Lyndsey as she pulls me to the corner.
"OMG. IM going to fuck the shit out of you're cousin." She says and my mouth drops, not because she wants to fuck my cousin, because the words that came out of her sweet innocent mouth.
She looks at me and I start to burst into laughter. Harry comes to us and looks in between us. "What's so funny?" He asks.
"Lyndsey just said she's gonna."
"Shh. Shh.." She says laughing putting her hands up to my mouth all red embarrassed.
"Okay girls. Um. " Harry says laughing. We look at each other, Lyndsey and I, and start laughing.
"We're going head out. Nialls in the pisser and its late." He says.
"Boo" we frown.
"Come on come on." He says grabbing both of us putting his hands around our shoulders, walking us out to his car.
Harry whispers in my ear "sit in front with me." I smile.
Niall came shortly after as he sat in the back seat and through the mirror on the visor I had down I see him out his arm around Lyndsey, pulling her closer and whispering something in her ear. I smirk to myself thinking how cute they are.
As we drove and I held Harry's hand and j couldn't be happier than this moment right now.
The last thing I remembered from that night was getting layed down on Harry's bed while he hovered over me.
Kissing, like it could be the last.
A/N: who wants me to finish this story I know it's been a while been really busy!
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