Have you ever just not been able to sleep? But you don't wanna talk to anyone.
When you wonder if anyone would notice if you just stopped talking. If I just stayed quiet and didn't respond to anyone.
If I just walked off to a corner by myself.
If I stopped participating in all.
Would anyone notice?
And if they did, would anyone care?
No...
You wanna know why?
Because all people care about is themselves.
They can lie and say that's not true.
But no matter what humans will always put themselves first.
It's just our human nature.
No one could ever really care about someone.
It's just not possible.
The human heart nor brain will let them.
It's inevitable.
But we can't help it, we're selfish species.
Sometimes you feel so depressed you can't move.
It's like in the middle of the day, you can feel so happy then the next your drained.
So ecstatic.
Then the thoughts come in just ruin it.
Your face goes blank and smile begins to fade as the darkness creeps in.
And no one notices.
Not when you cry, overthink or even space out to the point your just a nuissance if they did notice.
Nobody cares.
And even the ones that say they do.
All of those people are fake.
Cause you know just as well as they do they would throw you under the bus in a real situation.
Or for something they really want.
It could be anything really.
So then you start to act fake too.
You start to feed into their brain filled with honesty.
You just give in.
The fights are over and you give up.
You hope, it is gone.
Replaced with only despair to fill the void.
But it happens to everyone, doesn't it?
Isn't that the reason the world is full of dishonest people as of now?
Because the cycle continues.
In a never ending loop..of 'Despair'.
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𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕝𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕟𝕠 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕀𝕞 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕚𝕓𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕤𝕠 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕨𝕙𝕪.
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