𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑀𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑂𝑓 𝑊𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔

𝔹𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜 ℝ𝕠𝕠𝕞.

You know that feeling when you know you're not okay but you don't know how to explain it so you don't know how to get help.
When you can't explain how you feel.
Like your heads spinning with a thousand thoughts a mile, you can barely breathe like the air is stuck in your throat, and you wanna cry but you have no more tears left to.
your vision is blinded and everything goes black.
You go numb, you can't feel anything.
It's numb.
You're numb.
The thoughts are too intrusive for you to feel.
You can't eat.
You eat.
You get that one thought every time you do.
'Don't eat. It's not worth it. You'll get fat. Suffer.'
Your mind can't agree with you.
'It'll all be over soon.'
Well, not soon enough.
It's lonely.
Very lonely.
You're in a pitch black room.
No vision in use at the moment.
Nothing seen.
No one heard.
Silence...
Can't breathe, can't think, can't see, can't hear, can't speak, can't feel.
No one.
Nothing.
You can't feel anything.
You wanna stay but you don't.
So you just sit there.
But it's fine.
You'll live.
This isn't the first time this has happened.
'Don't be so dramatic.'
'You won't die.'
Unless...You do it..
Yourself.....

Survival🖤

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𝕀 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕓𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕫𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕣 𝕟𝕠𝕥.

𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑏𝑦𝑒.<333