Did you think I was doing fine without talking to you?
That I didn't check my phone now and then to see if I had received any message from you?
Did you think I was at peace with the little time you allocated for me in your 24 hours?
Did you think I didn't have a war in my head as I used to just because you didn't receive a paragraph anymore?
Did you think that I stopped caring for you? About us? Or If there is going to be an "us"?
Did you think I could go without thinking about you?
Did you think what I had for you was that easy to let go of?
Did you think that I don't imagine all the sweet moments that could happen if things were different ?
If you really think I would be okay with this distance?
you must also know, that of all the things you might plausibly think of, I would let you be at peace without letting you know of my sufferings because what my heart wants seems like a dream of fantasy.
