Your POV:
Why can't she see how hard these years have been for me without people around?
Why can't she understand that I am finally receiving what I always wanted?
Why can't she realize that she is asking me to stop socializing when that's all I have craved for all these years?
Why can't she understand that this is all new and overwhelming for me to distinguish relationships with people I am close to?
Why can't she understand that I want her to know this part of my life too?
What's bothering her so much if she claims this is all she wanted for me?
Why can't she accept that I need all this - people's company, attention, validation, being noticed?
Why can't she wait until I figure out what I am feeling?
Can't she be patient and hold on just a little longer?
She says she understands, but she doesn't, not even a little bit.
She is still the one I want to tell how my days are, but she is too bothered about the unwanted feelings that I have created to see that she is the one I come to by the end of the day.
Maybe someday, I will figure out what is bothering me.
Maybe someday, I will be able to tell for sure how I feel about things.
Maybe someday, she will truly understand, and this storm will be over.
My POV:
Why can't he understand that I want him to be around more than just one person?
Why can't he see that I want him to have what he always wanted without being foolish?
Why can't he understand that socializing doesn't mean being close to just one person?
Why can't he see that I'm trying to guide him because I understand it's all overwhelming for him, so he won't feel lost again by people?
Why can't he understand that I want to be a part of this part of his life too but not like an option?
Why can't he see that it bothers me when he isn't treated the way he thinks he is and not treating me right as well?
He says I don't understand, but I do, and that's why I'm still waiting.
Why can't he see that I want him to be recognized for who he is, not as an attention seeker but when I tell him that I am coming up as restricting?
Why can't he see that I want our days to end with each other too, but because of his clouded thoughts, there's nothing about "us" to talk about anymore?
Maybe someday he'll understand that I always encouraged him to be himself to get everything he wanted.
Maybe someday he'll understand that the values he ignored led to what's happened so far.
Maybe one day he'll realize that I've always had my eyes on him and believed that the storms would end but he failed to see what he was looking for was what he already had.
