Alone Again

CHAPTER 7

Her mind went blank for few minutes thinking what is going on? She removed negative thoughts from her mind and tried to be more optimistic. "Its common tattoo right? Anyone can have it. I can't just suspect anyone based on a tattoo." She said to herself in her mind. "Hannah, did you knew about your brother's... affair?" Her throat dried while she let out this question. Hannah scoffed loudly.

"Bullshit, affair? You mean something he would never do?"

Amy closed her eyes for a minute. "I have seen with my own eyes."

"Yeah, your eyes have seen my brother killing your brother too."

Amy took a deep sigh. It was a lot harder then she thought it would be.

"I have proof." Amy showed her some pictures. Hannah scoffed and started laughing.

"She is Rosalie, right?" Amy looked at Hannah in confusion. "You know her?"

"Yeah, she is our sister. Older sister she graduated two years before us. You seriously thought she is his other what woman?" For a moment she felt her life slipping from her hands. "Alex didn't tell me that she was your sister. Why?" She let out the words slowly.

"That day when you fought with each other maybe he saw how toxic, selfish, over possessive and worst person you are. That day I saw him crying for almost whole day. He wanted to explain but you never let him. That day he was going to take you out for a world tour. That day was your anniversary do you even know that?" Amy felt her whole world shattering in front for her eyes, she is the reason behind her messed up life. She forgot about their anniversary, she was blinded by her jealousy emotion making her sink deeper into her own lies. "Raymond came to him, he talked, he listened, he understood him but how could his own life denied to trust him? You knew him so well that he can't handle verbal fights that well, he is sensitive but you screamed at him you call him the worst." Hannah spitted out all the venom she could after all she kept this all long inside her. 

Amy left the living room and straightly went to her own bedroom. She slammed the door harshly making everyone flinch. She threw everything on the floor; pieces of broken vase, glass were scattered on the ground. She kept punching the wall until her knuckles started to bleed badly but still she didn't bother stopping. The pain she was holding maybe no one can ever know. The guilt she has been keeping all long only increased. She messed her own life, she killed all those beautiful moments of her life she killed her happiness, his happiness. She grabbed the glass vase and threw it at the mirror. She stepped on the broken pieces of glass but does physical pain is much deeper than the mental pain. How could someone live after knowing what they did and they had blamed someone else? "No, no, no, just no, NOOO I FREAKING DIDN'T RUINED EVERYTHING.I LOVED HIM, I LOVED HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING SO HOW CAN I JUST KILL MY OWN HAPPINESS. NO, no way, please no." She kept crying while screaming loudly and throwing all her things away. 

She took all the beer bottles out of her mini fridge and threw them around the bed. She threw them everywhere. She took the lighter from her closet and threw it on the ground. Alcohol catches the fire easily burning everything and turning them into ash. She sat on the bed crying, telling that she didn't do anything wrong while clutching on to her wedding ring. "I would have never done that." She gulped down a whole bottle of beer. No one could hear her screams as her room was soundproof. What has happening in those four walls were kept secret. She kept sniffing while holding on to her ring. "I may have never worn this after all that happened but that doesn't mean I never feel anything for him anymore." She grabbed her hair tightly trying to escape the pain in her head. Soon fire stretched out to her whole room and she was losing her consciousness slowly as smoke entered her body. The fire alarm turned on in the whole house making everyone confuse.