𝕃𝕚𝕗𝕖♡

➶︎𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕆𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕃𝕚𝕜𝕖 ℍ𝕖𝕣➶︎

You tell her you like her
But you don't even know her middle name
You don't know why she's scared of her father
Or why her hands shake when someone raises their voice
You don't know about the night she spent
Gripping her wrist with a bottle of pills on the bathroom sink
But you tell her you like her anyway
Like it's that simple
Like it's that easy
You tell her she looks beautiful
But is that because you notice the dainty little freckles on her nose
Or because her clothes are halfway off
Is it because of the way the light catches in her eyes
Or because you only ever wanna see her in the dark
Where the truth is harder to find
Where she is a silhouette in your sheets and not a human being
Something you can touch without really looking
Take without knowing
You like her when she's soft and waiting
When her voice is sweet
And her lips aren't asking for anything more than you're willing to give
You tell her you like her
But will that hold true when morning comes
When her hair is tangled
Her mascara smudged
The bags weigh heavy under her eyes
From all the sleepless nights you've put her through
Will you like her when it's not just "pillow talk"
But when she talks too much about things that actually interests her
Do you like her when she asks what this means
When she wants to be more than just a somebody in your bed
More than just the girl you text at 1:00 am
Or do you only like her when it's convenient
Do you only like her when she doesn't ask for anything back
Because she doesn't deserve to be liked in the dark
If you can't stand her in the light
And one day she'll realize that
One day she'll stop waiting for you to decide if she's worth it
And when that day comes
When she stops answering your calls and showing up at your door
You'll tell yourself she was never what you wanted anyway
But deep down you'll know you only liked her when she didn't know any better
And now she does.

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Sometimes I hate men.

Goodbye☺️🔫