𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧•Mashidam

"Is this what home is supposed to feel like?"

"Mashiho, look we're here!" Yedam exclaimed as he pulled into the driveway of their new house and as Mashiho just started to wake up.

"Yea~mm.." Mashiho mumbled before lifting up and then lifting up the cars seat that he laid on.

"The u-haul will be here in about an hour! Let's go take a look!" Yedam said after they got out of the car and grabbed Mashiho's hand, leaving the older in a comfortable hold making him blush.

"Okay this will be the guest room for sure. Uhmmm.. then this will be the office!" Yedam exclaimed and then made it to the last decision of their own rooms.

"Y-you pick!" Yedam stuttered slightly, being left unnoticed by the older.

"Um.. I'll choose this room then." Mashiho decided after a minute and Yedam went into his own room, which was right by the other.

After the u-haul came they all helped move their stuff into the respective rooms and would wait until later to unpack them after all the boxes were out of the big truck.

"Mashiho? What's this?" Yedam asked as he looked into a box that he thought was his.

"Oh, that-" Mashiho started and got into his knees to sit by Yedam as the younger kept his gaze on the older male.

"It was something my mom gave me before I moved away to Korea. I always thought that if I'd come to Japan I'd be able to see her again but she decided to move and work abroad in Australia so now I can't see her, even if I wanted to." Mashiho said as he took the item out of the youngers hand and started running lines on it with his fingers.

"Are you okay Shiho?" Yedam asked worriedly as he put his hand on the others shoulder.

"If I said I was would you believe me?" Mashiho replied as a tear rolled down his face and he got up and walked out of the room.

"Oh Shiho hyung.. you always keep so much to yourself." Yedam whispered and took the box out of his room and placed it outside of Mashiho's.

The workers helped for hours to get the boxes and larger items placed inside before they were started to head off.

"Thank you everyone! Have a nice day!" Yedam yelled out to the drivers as they slightly waved when he bowed down.

Yedam went inside to find no sign of Mashiho, they moved a little far but not so far from their last apartment but it still worried him.

He waited for a few hours until he heard the door open. Mashiho came to the living room with a slight smile as if he actually had fun but wanted to hide it.

"Mashiho hyung, where have you been?!" Yedam said as he immediately opened his arms to let Mashiho in for a hug.

"I went to the 7/11 and I seen Akio there and we started talking. I haven't seen him in a minute so I kinda took a little longer to get back. I'm sorry Yedam." Mashiho said as his fingers gripped tightly at the back of Yedam's plaid long sleeve shirt.

"It's alright, I was just worried, you left without me knowing." Yedam replied and ended the conversation at that, Yedam's stuff had been unpacked and most of Mashiho's as well but something felt off to the older, and when he went to sleep, the feeling just kept getting worse.

"Please..! Please I'm begging you, leave him alone!" Mashiho yelled out in his sleep turning over and back as he was drenched in sweat.

Yedam heard the noise a few times before running out of his room and inside Mashiho's, seeing him rustle around and choke on his own breathing.

"Shiho! Wake up..!" Yedam yelled out slightly to wake up the panicking boy. Mashiho woke up minutes later and grabbed Yedam tightly, sobbing and wetting his naked upper body.

"Hyung..?" Yedam whispered and pulled away to face the smaller boy.

"Yedammah... Is this what home is supposed to feel like.?" Mashiho sniffles and Yedam just hugged him again, looking around his dark room and humming out 'no'.

"What's making you feel like this Shiho?" Yedam whispered softly.

"I don't know, everything just feels off being in this house. It feels very confusing and odd." Mashiho said while wiping his eyes.

"What if it's just because we just moved here.? A lot of people feel a little off after moving somewhere new, it's not uncommon but it will go away eventually." Yedam said trying to make the situation better.

Mashiho felt like he couldn't speak so he just nodded and minutes later, he fell asleep in Yedam's arms. And then Yedam fell asleep as well, still in Mashiho's bed holding the other.