vii : for the last time

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"for the first time,
i said, 'i love you.'
for the last time,
i sobbed,
'we're through'"
—max

we both understood the process
we accepted the outcome
bid goodbye to the ending
and will be okay in the future.

for the last time i love you, i'll support you,
and even wish you God bless
this is the end, but i'll treat this as the start

we'll view a quiet life in separate battle
into a blessing for us to prosper
and for you to end the burden of having me.
i ended your burden so please smile now
i knifed the chain so fly now
you're free and i'm glad for you'll be okay

you'll be okay, love, trust me
and i'll be okay of fighting without you
we will be okay of looking up alone
and everything will be okay soon.

i'm sorry, i couldn't make it
the third to last message i sent, i mean it
we ended that way, tho not okay
but i know we'll get through it
i know you're a fighter and thank you
for the half of my life of being with you

so smile now, for we'll have a trip
a trip without you by my side
and my head on your shoulder.
but this will be fun for sure
tho not the fun i'm expecting
but fun enough for accepting things

it's been a while
and i'm thankful
of having you, knowing you, loving you
of receiving acceptance from you
being understood by you
and being held by your crown of snow.
thank you and i mean it

and for the last time, i hope you all the best in life. i love you

love,
max

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