Hurt [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

(Daniel)

James fell asleep soon after he had woken up.

He was really exhausted.

No wonder with his fragile body.

He had to eat more.

And sleep more.

And cry less.

And smile more.

Because his smile was one of the most beautiful things ever.

And here we go again.

I liked James.

No, I love him.

Yes, that's right.

You just read it.

Damn.

I was bi.

I wasn't gay at all.

I think I'll call myself bi.

Not gay.

I still had to protect James.

And I couldn't if they'd bully me too.

My poor James.

Yes, my James.

I'm getting mad if you take him.

So there I sat, holding his hand, watching him sleeping.

"Daniel?"

I almost jumped up.

"Yeah, dad?"

Damn, hopefully he did not see me holding James' hand.

"Has he been awake?"

I nodded.

"Good" dad smiled.

Then he left and I could turn back to James.

"Daniel...."

"James?"

"Don't worry."

"About what?"

"Your dad is not gonna think something."

"Yeah, I know..."

He looked at me.

"Do you need something?"

He shook his head.

"Just looking at you."

"Do I have something in my face, or..?"

He giggled.

Okay, what was going on here?

"James, you sure that you're fine?"

"Why?"

"You behave a big strange."

"How far?"

"Just... Cute."

"Cute?"

God, this was awkward.

I looked at him, he looked back.

Awkward silence is even more awkward.

So, we basically just stared at each other.

And there was this feeling again, this confused one.

The feeling that almost drives me crazy.

The feeling for James.