Hurt [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

"Daniel, I... I am gay."

First of all he just stared at me. Then his face changed into a disgusted look.

"See, it is that bad" I muttered.

"It isn't bad. It's awful!" he screamed and yanked away from me.

"What's so awful about it?"

I tried not to seem hurt, but I was. Fucking hurt, the pain just being there. It didn't just come. I just was there.

"You like guys! And you are a guy! Stop talking to me!"

He ran outside.

So, everyone here was a stupid homophobe. Really lovely to know.

I leaned against a wall and sighed. I couldn't cry now, there was no way I was allowed to be weak.

"What did you even think, James? Why did you even had the hope he would be someone who accepted a gay guy?" my inner voice told me. Yes, I was so stupid.

(Daniel)

I quickly ran away from the restrooms. This was fucking awkward! I was with a gay, ewwwww, guy at the restrooms. Oh my god, this is so disgusting!

"Hey you!"

I looked around and saw the bully standing there.

"What do you want?"

"Are you gay?"

"I am not!" I screamed.

No, I wasn't gay.

"Do you like this gay guy?"

"No."

Okay that was mean. Since when do I hate anyone? Stupid Daniel.

"Do you want to do me a favour?"

"What is it?"

"Be one of us. That's the only way you won't get hit and keep your balls."

"I'm not gonna kick anyone."

This was really too much. I mean, James was disgusting, but I didn't want to hurt him.

And this talk was completely random. What was this dude doing? Why should I be one of them to keep my balls? I had to say yes. I still needed them.

"Just hurt him a bit from the inside."

"Why should I do that?"

"Because I know you are one of us. It's all his fault. A boy shouldn't like boys."

"Why should I be one of you? You also punched me to death!"

"Stop showing fear, you girl."

I looked at him.

"Okay, I am in."

Why am I so stupid? I wasn't in. I was no bad person.