it was an endless cycle, fake smiles, speeches, lies, then sleep. the edges started to blur and it was difficult to determine your life from the lies that you told to the public.
"i'm doing fine"
"i feel really good"
"i am over it."
you were always a good liar, explaining away the bruises on your body and eventually the neat lines of cuts snaking its way up your arms
Flashback
"(y/n) what is that."
"what?"
the teacher pointed to the small portion of your wrist that was visible under your long shirt sleeves
"oh, its nothing, i had a hair tie around my wrist and it dug into me a little" you pulled your sleeve down and blushed, your stomach felt like it had been set on fire, anxiety becoming a dull and continues ache.
"oh ok"
she walked away amongst the other students occasionly bending down to check a peice of work
you could feel the eyes staring into your back, it was like they were burning holes through you. a peice of paper landed in your lap.
your fingers fumbled as you smoothed the paper onto your knees
'i know what you are slut.'
tears burned behind your eyes and you could feel your feelings bubble inside of you, in need of a way out
another peice of paper landed in your lap and with shaking hands you opened it up, this time the paper was folded neatly into a square instead of scrunched into a ball, and you could see peeta's delicate fingers had created the precise folds.''
'(y/n/n) we need to talk. i know. '
- P ♥
you turned around and glanced at him, he made a phone sign with his han and you nodded pulling out your phone under the desk
Peet ❤️
(y/n/n).
you
yes?
Peet ❤️
i know
you
you know what?
Peet ❤️
your arms
Peet ❤️
that wasn't a hair tie
you
...
Peet ❤️
a hair tie doesn't cut into your skin
you
im fine
Peet ❤️
pls (y/n) let me help
you
no
you
iv'e got it under controll
Peet ❤️
pls
you
no
you
just don't tell anyone
Peet ❤️
if you don't let me help im going to have to
you
no please
Peet ❤️
let me help
Peet ❤️
this is serious
you
im only saying yes so you won't snitch
Peet ❤️
i love you
your eyes darted up and you stared at him. you hadn't used ' the l word' (and no i dont mean lesbian) yet
then you quickly typed it out
you
i Love you to
you
with a capital letter.
a/n: ok so im really sorry to ask but could you comment any ideas you have because i left this story so long i forgot where it was going lol
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Fanfictioncoming out of the hunger games a victor? not everyone can do that, but you did. but your life being constantly documented to the point that your relationships with others feel forced? you have to do that, and you don't want to. sequel to forever wh...
