'The Scobell effect' walker scobell x y/n

~ JUST A GAME TO YOU ~

it was 9pm and the grief was hitting me harder then ever. we got home an hour ago and ever since i step foot into the hotel room and onto my bed i haven't gotten out. i was still in my makeup and clothes, even shoes but i couldn't find an ounce of motivation to get up and change. i knew i'd break out in the morning but i was to stuck in a trance of the phone call i had revived yesterday playing over and over in my head. "hey y/n you hungry?" walker asks, walking over towards me. my body was shoved into a ball in the corner of the bed taking up as minimal space as possible, i just wanted to disappear. is not like i want to harm myself, i don't, it's just that i want to disappear for a while, take a break from reality. i muffle a "no" and shake my head slowly. "y/n it's 9pm you havnt eaten anything" he lightly shakes my body. "i'm not hungry walker" i groan.

since the insta post came out i've been ghosting any insta messages. i'm scared that anything i say could be twisted or hurtful, i mean, has malachi seen it? has walker? my phone was blowing up causing me to groan loudly. walker turns his head towards me, "what the fucks happening to your phone it's blowing up" he says. "i don't know" i mutter into my chest. after a while i get sick of it and tossed my phone across the floor, the loud bang it made as it hit the wall rings through my ears. "y/n what happened you've been acting so weird" walker grunts as he gets up off the couch and picks up my phone. "what the fuck" i hear him whisper under his breath. i turn around to see him looking at my phone. he squints his eyes as he looks closer at it in shock. "are you hooking up with malachi or something? right after we kissed? y/n what the fuck is going on" walker raises his voice in confusion. "what?" i question, lifting my head up to look at him. "what do you mean 'what?' are you just playing with my feelings or something? do you think i'm just a game to you? why did you kiss me if you were just going to run off into malachi's arms and go to his stupid house and wear his stupid hoodie and go in his stupid car to go to our stupid fucking interview" his tone gets louder and louder as he keeps talking. "walker i'm not hooking up with malachi he's been my bestfriend since i was born" i raise my voice at him. "we're family fucking friends walker i went to him when because i needed him" i shout. "WHY COULDNT YOU COME TO ME THEN?" he questions, throwing his hands up in the air. "BECAUSE YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND" i shout back. "WHAT COULD HE POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND THAT I COULDNT" he starts getting rild up. "MY GRANDPA DIED OKAY? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR? HE WAS MY BESTFRIEND AND MENT A LOT TO MALACHI TOO" i finally explode, i didn't want walker to find out about this so soon and especially like this too. i watch as his temper fades into guilt and his fists unclench. "shit" he whispers.

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