PRETTY FACE FORTY ONE KIND HEART | THE REALITY 'Favorite Crime' by Olivia Rodrigo, 'I'm Not Angry Anymore' by Paramore _________________________________
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2:30 pm | FRIDAY
Everyone was enjoying the view, some played in the ocean and the rest played a game of volleyball. A classic game to play at the beach feeling relaxed after finishing a long week of school. There was just a person who had distanced himself away from the group of friends. It was hyunjin, if someone doesn't remember well let me remind you now. The poor dirty blonde had been rejected which pained the taller. Seungmin was perfect in the taller's view.
Seungmin was a ball of joy, he tried giving others his joy that he himself tried so hard to get. Hyunjin thought of it as Seungmin was too kind for his own good. No matter how wrong people did him, he didn't seem to bother him and forgave them. Hyunjin instantly fell for the younger. His heart beat for that blonde. "now it would've been different if I was the first one in his eyes.." he mumbled.
The taller sighed as he watched the couple in the distance. Minho was seen splashing the younger while Seungmin tried to avoid getting wet. The taller slightly gasped as he saw Minho smile. "he's wrong if he thinks everything will go back." The taller looked away and looked at the warm sand.
"you know you look pathetic when you act this way right?" Hyunjin paused then looked up meeting Jisung's gaze. The shorter took a seat beside the taller but not too close. "if you're only here to bother me then leave. The last thing I need is to hear your voice." Jisung rolled his eyes and sighed as he looked forward. "trust me I very much dislike you but it bothers me to see you this way. Not that I care but you're ruining the atmosphere."
Hyunjin crossed his arms. "then leave me alone, no one here asked you to make me company. I rather much see you over there than here." The blue haired scoffed. 'even when sad, he's the same.' Jisung looked at the other with disgust and disbelief. "can't you lighten up? It's ruining the mood and fun. We came to relax and you came with that long face." Jisung added. "hearing your voice irritates me."Hyunjin said as he covered his ears and groans.
Jisung bit his lip preventing himself from talking back. "fine, Seungmin rejected you but you can't be in your depression era right now. For me you can go to it once this trip is over but can't you be good for this trip!" Hyunjin looked at the shorter unbothered by the other's words. "why are you asking me this? I'm not your friend, what my mood is doesn't include you." said the taller as he continued to keep his eye on the couple. "you're really stubborn, you know that? I don't understand why you don't like Jeongin." Hyunjin rolled his eyes.
"I told you didn't I? I don't find any kind of interest in him. It's rather rude of you to say such thing after my situation, don't you think?" Jisung's eyes widened as he saw the pissed off look on the taller. "I-I just think that you're being immature. Jeongin is everyone's type and he's a wonderful guy. I don't find no reason why you want to date him."
"then why didn't you date him instead of Changbin? If he's so great then why didn't you go after him? He might be everyone's type but not mine." Hyunjin finally exploded. "You're so incredibly annoying yet unpredictable. Listen Hwang, Seungmin might have rejected you but can't you get over it? It's part of life, people come and go. It's a cycle but you can't be upset about it for long." The taller only looked at him with expressionless eyes. "what would you know, huh?! Seo has been your first boyfriend, you can't relate."
Jisung sighs. "Tell me what you if that means you get better. Hyunjin perhaps you have issues of attachment but you have to let go of him. Holding onto someone for long time, it will affect you in life. Seungmin is happy now and if you love him enough then let go of him. You should be happy that he's happy." The taller looked at the happy couple again and his heart felt sad yet heavy. "you act as if i been unhappy about it for decades yet it hasn't even been two days. Do you think that I didn't know who he fell in love with first?"
"h-huh? You knew then?" The dirty blonde nods and cleared his throat. His breathing seemed to want to get uneven, it began to become hard to breathe and his heart began to beat faster than before. "how can I not? I might be too self absorbed yet too cocky but I knew who he would have picked." Jisung began to feel bad, he noticed how the taller's voice was becoming shaky and how his voice slightly broke. "then why the actions? Minho never wanted problems with you nor did he want to lose you as a friend."
Hyunjin slightly laughs. "what. Now am I not allowed to feel anything? When you love someone, it seems impossible to accept the reality. I had the need to try harder to get his attention, to have him become part of life fully. I thought that maybe if I continued to try then he would be with me, I was wrong. I didn't want to see what was going to hurt me soon. My heart denied it, I wanted to be in my world but when he said those words it seemed unreal to me. His words finally broke my barrier against reality. No matter how much I wanted it to be dream it was reality. A reality that broke me to pieces.
Someday I will be with him perhaps in another universe or time life. Unfortunately it won't be this life but i always perish him and appreciate his presence. I won't deny that im upset yet unhappy but I will never blame it on him. Our hearts aren't at fault for choosing who falls for who." Jisung stood there quietly feeling his heart heavy.
"He's like a flower, so beautiful yet sweet but is unable to bloom. Seungmin rejected me because he was unable to bloom with me." Hyunjin became un presented in the younger's eyes. To start off the taller was never an option to begin with which hurt the him the most. Giggles from the distance from both males look. "no matter how much I seem to hate you, I worry for you. You're too fragile to even handle rejection and confrontation." Jisung whispered under his breath as he watched the taller's sad eyes.
Hyunjin's hair flew away from his face due to the wind. Jisung looked forward and put his hands behind his back. "now im alone, again once more." Whispered hyunjin.
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