𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 / 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘶𝘭𝘢 𝘰𝘯𝘦

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May 26th 2019

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It was finally race day. And my last day here in Monaco, as I'm planning on going to Switzerland with Mick. I've told Sebastian and of course Kimi, who both teased me about me and Mick -- I hadn't told them about the night where Lando asked me to be his girlfriend, as a matter in fact, we hadn't told anyone.

Which I like. Even though its only been a day and a half -- so its bound to get out sometime soon. Of course.

I was dressed in an Alfa Romeo t-shirt, shorts and my trusty sneakers; a Ferrari hat ontop my head. So I'm supporting both my brother and godfather. I had my bag all ready and packed and sitting on my bed back at the hotel so I'm ready for when me and Mick leave.

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I came to the track with Mick, we ended up heading over to Sebastian's garage and then my brother's. But as I had my 'job' to do, Mick decided to stay with my brother -- as he didn't want to be a huge bother and he also said that he had to talk about something with Kim, that was for his ears only.

This left me alone, walking along the pitlane as all the drivers were getting ready for today's race in Monaco. I held my camera in hand and took a couple of pictures. I saw the McLaren Orange garages and decided to pop in.

Especially when me and Lando are now... together? Truthfully, it was weird to see him as my 'boyfriend' as we haven't known eachother for long and that we were friends before. Its all too new to me as well. The whole boyfriend and girlfriend thing. I've had a first kiss before, so Lando wasn't the first, but I've never had a boyfriend up until now.

I've had crushes in school, and I've had guy friends, but I was never interested in dating anyone. Now, how did I manage to have my first kiss? There was this friend I had throughout 4th to 7th grade, his name was Ensio and we were fairly close. One evening, near the end of 7th grade, we were hanging out at a BMX track, taking a break when he pulled me in for a kiss and told me the whole 'I like you' bits.

I was straightforward with him, told him I just wanted to be friends. Which he agreed too. But we didn't actually go back to being friends -- we were friends but it was all completely different between us, it grew to be very awkward. So I guess that also played a role into my decision with Lando. I didn't want to loose another friend. I didn't want to loose another Ensio.

I went into Lando's garage first, looking around I saw all the mechanics and engineers, as well as Zak Brown -- the CEO of McLaren racing, and Andreas Seidl -- the Team Principal of McLaren.
But no sight of Lando.

"Ah Suvi! Hola hermosa!" I felt arms wrap around my waist, soon enough I was picked up and spunned around. "Carlos! Put me down!" I giggled. The Spaniard followed my request and placed me back on the ground, turning me around to face him -- he still held a tight grasp around my waist.

"I missed you being around here." He grinned down at me. "But why are you here? Wearing... Alfa and Ferrari gear too? Can't make up your mind?" He looked me up and down.

I shrugged my shoulders and gave him a smile. He looked to of been
in deep thought until it seemed a light bulb went off in his head. He unwrapped his arms and grabbed my hand and tugged me into his garage. He pulled us over to a cardboard box which was filled with a bunch of McLaren merchandise.