My Brother's Clone✔ [Taekook]

31. Number 12

Taehyung's POV

 Jungkook was completely ignoring me the last two days.

 Monday, in maths class, he went and sat at the back even though there was a free chair beside me. During lunch, although we sat together, he didn't speak a word to me or look at me. I tried to talk several times but each time he ignored me like I was nothing. I thought Eunwoo or Gayoung would interfere and ask him to drop that attitude and talk to me. But they didn't say a word. I'm sure they noticed I was miserable. Still, they didn't do anything.

 Tuesday he bunked history hour. I can’t explain how much angry I got. I was hoping to finally sit with him in history and he didn't come to class.

 Then at lunch, Eunwoo asked him why he was sitting with Gabriel in the canteen during the first hour. “I didn't feel like going to history. And first hour was free for Gabriel,” was his nonchalant reply.

 So, he now likes to sit with Gabriel than me. Earlier he said he can sit and stare at me for hours. Now, look how everything changed when a beautiful girl entered the scene.

 “How're things going between you and Gabriel?” Eunwoo asked him. He replied with a mischievous smile.

 “Woah! What’s with that smile? Did you ask her out already?” Gayoung asked surprised.

 “No, not yet,” he shook his head, laughing slightly. “I'll definitely tell you guys before I ask her out.”

 So, he has already decided to ask her out.

 I thought I can finally sit with him in arts and talk to him. He had to draw my nose and lips for next week's assignment. And indeed he came and sat beside me. But before I could say something to him, Miss Do stepped in and told us that we were going to watch some videos about drawing techniques.

 I was totally disappointed. I thought Jungkook would finally look at me since he has to draw my features. But it was ruined. We started watching some stupid videos about shading, to which I didn't concentrate at all.

 But anyway, he has to finish his assignment. So, he’ll have to call me to his dorm or come to my dorm to draw. I was hoping he would ask me, when I'll be free to come to his dorm. And I thought to say I'm free this evening. But he surprised me with what he said when finally the bell rang.

“Hey, please send me a close up pic of your face. I'll draw looking at it.”

 And he said that without actually looking at my face. He didn't even call my name. He stopped calling me Tae long ago. Now he isn't calling me Taehyung either. It was hurting me too much.

 “Jungkook-ah...I- I don't have any p..problem with you looking at my face and drawing,” I told him.

 “But I've problem. I'd rather draw looking at your photo. Send a pic,” He said in a stern cold voice and stood up from his chair. Then he briskly walked out of the class.

 I sat there on that chair for a long time, feeling upset. He is doing all this because I told him not to come in front of me again. But I told him I didn't mean it. Why is he hurting me like this?

Yeah, what else should he do? He told me he likes me and I slapped him. This is exactly how he should behave. Here the problem is actually with me. How stupid of me to think he would behave and talk normally to me after I slapped him?

I've lost Jungkook's friendship and I'll never get it back. And he probably hates me now.

The thought made me feel like crying. Indeed I cried myself to sleep, yesterday night.

Now, it's wednesday afternoon, last hour. I'm sitting in the chemistry class beside Yebin. She had already reserved a seat for me when I arrived.

Yebin has been trying to get close to me for a few days. I think she likes me. I, of course, don't dislike her. She is a nice girl, smart and beautiful. And she has been nothing but kind towards me from the very beginning.