I miss how the pills are numbing my feelings
Talked to my therapist asked her how to deal with it
I like how I don't like feeling the vulnerability
Now it's getting out of control, I feel butterflies creeping in
I love this and that about you
Cover up what I feel until the call is through
then beating myself up for not talking to you
I love this and that I'm a fool
Found me out not speaking your name
Scared if I do, I'd be melting away
No big deal but it's everything to me
Scared if I do, I'm not worthy
