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~~Hayes POV~~

"What is Skylynn talking about?" Zen says worriedly. " Um I had an older sister she was 14 when she passed away. She was younger than Nash. But older than me by 2 years. When skylynn was littler Celesta umm.. Started cutting herself because of stress and my dad was an alcoholic jack. I didn't want to say the real word because the little ones right there." Then Zen lets out with one of those nervous giggles. "Well one day she locked her self in the bathroom when she was home alone. And she kind of **turned to whisper** umm committed suicide. And we told sky that she got into a car wreck and when Celesta cut herself she hid it from us but sky was the only one who found out and Celesta told her that. Sorry that was a lot of words." Zen kind of giggled "I promise not to bring it up or ask again." She replies.

~~Zens POV~~

Hayes told me about Celesta. I felt sad because the story and I probably couldn't describe what Nash was feeling when he saw the scars.

We went back downstairs after we were done talking about Celesta. I was sitting with my head on Matt's lap and my feet out stretched on Nash's lap. I was actually falling asleep until My phone went of. It was Hayes.

H- why do you?
Z-what do u mean I do?
H- cut
I told him what I told Matt
Z- y do u ask
H- I was wondering why you put your beautiful self through pain.. I don't see the cuts I see the person its done to.. And I want to help.
I look down to him because he's sitting down on the floor and he had a smile. My lip started trembling.

Z- no one can help me now im way to deep.

That's when I turned off my phone so I don't have to keep on this conversation.

I think Matt was looking over my shoulder because he whispered in my ear if I was okay and I told him "ya im fine."

After that I fell asleep in Matt's and Nashs laps. While I was sleeping I had a dream:

Matt and all the boys were tied to something and were getting whipped by Lucifer and I was just laying there without clothes on helpless with razor cuts and whip cuts all over me. I was screaming "NO PLEASE..NO...."

Then I was shook awake by Matt. "Please no don't hurt them.." I screamed. Matt and all the boys cuddled me in a big bear hug telling me it was okay, while my tears ran down my face.

I looked around and saw I was in a room not the living room, a bedroom, I don't know who's but I was laying on there bed. After getting hugged we went and had breakfast. I made Belgium waffles for everybody. I also made different kinds like blueberry, banana, also boys choice pb and chocolate.

Since im trying to eat heathier I ate my sugar free blueberry ones. The boys asked why I was eating sugar free waffles and I told them I needed to eat healthier. They didn't ask why so I thanked god.

Everybody ate the Belgium waffles in one bite it seemed like. Afterwards Belly full we went into the living room the boys wanted to do something for YouTube. "What's YouTube." I ask curiously. Literally there jaws dropped all the way down to the floor. "I cant believe you don't know what YouTube is." Nash asks and then tells a Blushy Hayes to tell me what it is. After he kind of explained it they. Decided to do a Steal Yo Girl Tag. Whatever that is. Cameron tells me what to do. Im supposed to go down a enclosed slide and when I get to the bottom Hayes is supposed to pick me up bridal style and walk away. While Matt slides down And Cameron tapes. Before we have to head to the park a couple of blocks down. I ask Matt if we could get me clothes first. But to a surprised me he says "why.....???" While giggling I told him "I feel ucky. And yes that is a word." I stuck my tongue out at him like a boss.

Then Hayes tells me I can use a pair of his sweat pants and Nash will let me use another one of his shirts. I say "oOka." After they gave me the clothes I went to the bathroom and put them on. The pants fit me perfectly, but Nash gave me a over large tank top. So while I don't have a shirt on I peek my head out the door and asked if my bra has dried off. I kinda embarrassed myself but oh well. A sweet Blushy Hayes walks up and gives it to me. I put it on halfly and asked if he would zip it up because I couldn't reach it without hurting myself.

During he starred at me. I don't know what was running around that brain.

~~Hayes POV~~

Nash tells me to get Zens bra, I guess I was okay with it. I didn't argue. While I gave it to her I felt a firey blush coming on my cheeks. After she asked if I could zip her up. I did but while I was I couldn't stop myself from starring at how beautiful my sweat pants fit her figure so well. And how many scars she had all over her arms, neck, definitely back, even her chest, and finally her face had a cut right on her upper lip and all over her cheeks, but they were scab wounds and I don't think they'll become scars on her beautiful face.

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She looked in deep thought on our way to the park. Until I ran into her and whispered "why are you teasing me." she looked at me clueless. Then we were at the park so I couldn't explain just yet. Right before we started filming she whispered "hope you can carry me im pretty fat."

That explains why she said she needed to eat heathier. But she was already to skinny I bet I could lift her with one arm.

Hey peoples I might update this tonight again because I love this book so far... And will have surprises next chapter....I think at least.. Do you see what's going on.. If not.. Read my quote from the one the only Skylynn

"These people need Jesus.."
-Skylynn