The days seemed to blur together, passing by in a foggy haze. It had been a few weeks since Chan and YN last spoke, and from Chan's perspective, the world felt a little bit darker. Each day felt longer, and there were times when he struggled to find the motivation to even get out of bed. However, he knew that he had responsibilities that needed to be taken care of, so he pushed himself to go through the motions of his daily routine. Returning to his dorm, he would retreat to his room, isolating himself from the outside world.
The Stray Kids survival show had begun two weeks ago, but it felt like time was moving at a sluggish pace. It didn't go unnoticed that Chan had started to slack off in his work. Alongside Changbin and Han, he was responsible for creating music, but lately, he had been losing focus. Nights became restless as he struggled to sleep, having grown accustomed to falling asleep while talking to YN on the phone when they couldn't be together. This resulted in him dozing off in the middle of producing music. Fortunately, the fans attributed his exhaustion to his hard work and the need for rest.
Chan couldn't even recall the last time he had a proper meal. The tension and unresolved conflict between him and YN were slowly but surely taking a toll on his overall well-being.
His appetite had diminished, and he found himself surviving on quick snacks and instant noodles. The once vibrant and energetic Chan had become a mere shell of his former self, his physical appearance reflecting the emotional turmoil he was experiencing.
The days turned into weeks, and Chan's isolation only deepened. He withdrew from his friends and members, unable to find solace in their company. The laughter and camaraderie that once filled their dorm now felt distant and foreign. The walls of his room became his only confidant, witnessing his silent tears and muffled sobs.
As the Stray Kids survival show progressed, Chan's lack of enthusiasm became more apparent. The fire that once burned within him had been extinguished, replaced by a numbness that seemed impossible to shake off. The other members noticed his absence, both physically and emotionally, and tried their best to support him. But Chan's heartache was a weight he carried alone, unable to share the burden with anyone else.
The music that used to flow effortlessly from his fingertips now felt like a chore. The melodies he once composed with passion and creativity now sounded hollow and uninspired. His mind was clouded with thoughts of YN, their last conversation replaying in his head like a broken record. The lyrics he wrote were filled with longing and heartache, a reflection of the pain he couldn't escape.
The fans, who had always been a source of strength and encouragement, began to notice the change in Chan's demeanor. They sent messages of support and love, urging him to take care of himself and reminding him that he was not alone. But their words, though appreciated, couldn't mend the shattered pieces of his heart.
And that's how he ended up here. Cocooned in his bed as the TV blared upbeat music, the anticipation in the room was palpable.
Samantha, Tamara, and YN's pictures flashed on the screen, signaling their official comeback. The final teaser was a spectacle to behold, with rainbow lighting and strobe lights illuminating the dark room before their logo appeared and faded to black. Suddenly, the screen burst into a colorful background, the camera zooming away from the set as the music started. The crowd went wild as YN took center stage and began to sing.
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