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Kate Said I'll Put Her Name

I actually wanna die
But killing myself is a sin
That I never really wanna try—I really wanna try
I'm really tired of myself
Being this kind of monster
That no one is terrified—I am terrified

When I am working really hard, working really hard
All you do is complain
Now my thoughts go like

Hey you've been slayed
Get up and let's do revenge today
Shut their mouth to hear us out
Quite, simple, easy, try to hit them in their heart
They treat us badly, spill the blood
Let's make a flood
They all badly say "ghosts in our past are going to hunt us, world's vast but we can't escape our last"

Saying "I really won't give up"
Beh your heart and spine's giving up
Maybe your mind is just messing around
Trust me it won't go well
Everything sucks, poverty's hell
But please never go to jail

When I really tried my best
Can't wait to say

Hey we've been saved
Lay down and let's rest today
What a year it's just suffering
Quit, leave, restart and try to revive this self
Kate said I'll put her name
Certificate in frame, my end game
She'll proudly say "All of you who ruined me thanks a lot now I'm where you thought I can't be"
We'll proudly say "All of you who help me thanks a lot now it's time for us to celebrate"